Monn.!

Sooo. after I left, I got to school... the Expression and band (Celtic Fusion) had an all day practice/performance so member sgot out of class... so that meant half our classes were empty xp
we had a a supply for gym today, 'cause Miss G is away for 5 weeks cos she has surgery. our supply was... Mr Lefleur or something... we call him Mr Flowerman, because 'fleur' is French for flowers for those non-french peoples out there xp ... and today while we were doing our dance (because this dance instructor, Mrs. Agro, came in and taught us a "simple" hiphip routine to Ciara's Get Up) and he was talking and laughing at us with the other teacher... it was really mean! =( and im afraid to go swimming tomorrow cos he'll be there... cos Miss Gallegher, our teacher, she was like, well if yu have yur period and cant swim tell the teacher... imagne telling him! ;o Haha xp Anywhoo.... uhm, in drama me and Carolyne were just sitting out in the hall, listening to my mp3 and talking. Haha, we practised a bit on our mime presentation, but... -shrugs- today was a pretty mellow day... I spent half of lunch and math wondering if and how I should ask Jess out today... when I actually got to science class though, it seems like I froze... it was... weird. =/ So I'll ask him (hopefully) tomorrow...

After school, at rehearsal Kyle and Shays were talking... they decided to be "just ffriends" though obviously something's wrong.. Kyle's still upset, though whether with Shays or Natalie or whoever else, I dunt really know... after school, Shays, Flameh, Klaud and I went and hung at the park. Flamehs was like, trying to kill me, I swear! Cos I was swinging on the swings (... duh xp) listening to my mp3 and they wanted to play Sand man and apparantly couldn't play without me, hehe, so she came up, dragged me off the swing and onto the playground. I was screaming at her, lmao. xp she almost broke my leg, and jabbed my back with her finger sooo much, I think I have bruises!! =( Hehe, then we came and hung at my place... before they had to leave...

now, I'm just listening to music, talking to Med, Glen, Sean, Ivy and kyle... thinking... wondering what I should bring for swimming tomorrow, as well as wondering if I should write anything... haven't written anything despite my promises to ymself... but, like i said, I've had a mellow day... though, at lunch, Ivy and Natasha and I were singing songs from Barbie: Princess and the Pauper, lmfao!!! I know, pretty surprising, but the songs are amazing and we had soo much fun, lmao!! XPP
but, yeaa... that was my pretty depressing day... nothing upbeat todya, lol... xp maybe tomorrow'll be funner... oosh,and I gotta remember not to be too gullible, and not to believe everything I hear tomorrow... 'Cos it being April Fools' Day and all, hehe xp
buhbyess!!~ Clara

Dreaminess.xx

So, last night while I was falling asleep I could not stop thinking about my story, The End/The Drowning. I thought of a nice twist for it, and I was thinking of how I would write it out - I'll prolly start writing a bit at school, or else write the 24th chapter of Inkpoison! :) Then I fell asleep around 11:30ish, I think... and I dreamt... Hopefully by the end of the day I'll still remember because I don't have the time to write the whole dream right now (7:27am! I need to get ready for school... ;-;) but I do know that I woke up at 3, listened to the rain pounding on the roof before slipping back into my dream, at 4, tossed and turned, fell back asleep - woke up at 5, tossed and turned, fell back asleep until I woke up 28 minutes ago, hehe xp.

My horiscope for today is this...

Pisces February 19 - March 20Brainy energy is everywhere today and you can take advantage of it by coming up with a few hot new ideas or just solving that one problem that has been haunting your dreams lately.

hmm, maybe I'll get some new story ideas! (I've already gotten one today, from my dream!&&I wasn't flying, I remember clearly it had to do with boys.. hehe ;] ) or maybe I'll figure out my dream, 'xcept that I think I've already figured it out... there was Andrew, Glen Ivy, and some other person who I'm not exactly sure but I know they like(d) me! I tried asking them why they were in my dream (like Med told us to:P) but they wouldn't respond.... =/
But I remember, the unknown guy, he' like "Ivy's a nice girl, but she's not my type... but, yu, Clarisa, I'd gladly have yur name on a locket around my neck..." or something like that.... Pfft, yu think I can remember the exact words? rofl XP But I think I may have ruined it, because he was friends with Andrew, and so he invited Andrew to the convo (it was on msn, of course, lmfao!) and Andrew saw it was me and blocked me, leaving the convo... then the guy (whatever his name was) was like, woah what was that about? But obviously Andrew filled him because he didn't say anything for a while... so I spilt the whole story to him, like, every single little detail! .... and, I'll add some more after school, but now it's 7:33 and I'm running out of time... ;-;
G'byes!~

Sat'29 Sun'3o

Soo, after I updated yesterday morning, my sister and I got dressed and went out to get some bread for my mom... it was nice out, so I wore my capris... and we also got some chocolate =) We dropped off the bags at our place before heading over to the park and we just hung out on the swings... talking, listening to music, etc. My legs were freezing as it got cooler out, and when we finally started back home, we could hardly walk! lol xp Then it was Earth hour so my mom made me shut off my lappie and I couldn't even listen to my MP3!! :'( So we sat around the table downstairs, talking.... we had a few candles on... I asked my mom, Im like "Well if I cant listen to my music, I can write. Pass a peice of paper?" and shes like, "No, that's killing trees." and I'm like, o: "I RECYCLE!" but she still wouldn't pass me one, so I grabbed a pen and threatened to write on my arm.... she just looked at me funny, so then I did, I wrote in my loopy handwriting on my arm... Can't remember what it was... but my mom then grabbed the pen from me xp She's like, Go wash that off! and I'm like, Pfft are yu crazy? I cant use hot water... plus no lights ;) so then.... I was pouting and acting all upset... we looked at the stars for a bit... then my sister heard some thumping noises, then my mom heard them. She's like, zomg whats that?! and then my sister started seeing skeletons in the shadows. They were soo freaked out, so my mom jumped up and flicked on the light, she was like Ok, that's it!! Then we realized it was already 9:15 so the hour was over (it had gone from 8 till 9) so we're like, pheww! Then I was talking some with Nina(she told me to do o.a.j.o. on monday, which I agree with! o.a.j.o. = operation ask jess out xp), Glen, Carolyne, Shays... and ppls :P I was feeling a bit left out cos Flameh and Shays were always together and I was never with them (out of school) but then they're like, awhh no we still love yu! So Im like, mkaiis.... then I was reading OcherMe's Souless which made me cry! :'( and also her story (which I edited -feels proud-) Cold as Fire. They are both Edward angsty... sooo sad... soo good! hehe xp
&&then Med also told Eddie that she likes him!! She's like, "Yu may think I'm crazy, but I think I like yu...." and he's like, "To be straight up, I think yu're cute and amazing..." blahblahblah... but OMG!!!! -dances- I'm SOOO happy for Med!!! Hehe, but now... Idunno... hope things work out, hehe xp

Then I went to sleepish around 1.... woke up around 1o =)
I ate... got dressed... then went out to Costco with my mommy and sister... OMG my mp3 crashed and it totally pissed me off!! It was terrible, I was like mourning for the no-musicness and my mom was like, For God's sake, it's a peice of technology, get over it! &&im like, whooaaa rawwr-much??! She was in a bad mood today... =/ (now it's working, I think... -crosses fingers-) anywhoo, we bought a bunch of stuffiness, then went to the mall, to Garage. I spent about 80 dollars there... used up my two gift cards ... for an adorable white-blue-and-pink plaid bikini, a white shirt with purple flowers on the side, and a white tee-shirt. xp cos we're swimming in gym class on tuesday and thursday! -claps- I cant wait! I dont really mind getting my hair wet, because we're gunna swim!! I wish we had more swimming days though... I ♥ swimming!! xp

Then, I got back home... listened to a bit of music, before my sis and I decided to head over to the park (been to the park half this week! Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat and today! haha xp) and we just hung out, singing loudly to the songs that we could remember... she saw her ex (who she may or may not still like... xp) and they were flinging insults back and forth, rofl! xp We froze our asses off once again! haha. then I got home and took a hot showerr, and omg i saw a spider! lmao, I totally freaked when I first saw it but once I calmed down I talked to it a bit... (yes, I talk to spiders... no, im not insane... no, no - why are yu calling the Men in White?! I DONOT need to go to the asylum!! NUUU!) haha, I'm like "Heyy Mr... or Ms... Spider! Mind givin me some privacy? I promise I wont splash yu, just that... yu're freaking me out a bit... hehe..." then the Spider crawled away... I saw it a bit later, and I started talking to it again... "heyy sweetie, awhh yu must be hungry! there's no flies to eat =( Dont worreh, summer'll be here soon and yu can feast all yu want! that'll be nice ^^;;" hehe, Im so weird!! heyy, at least I can admit it, right? Right! ;)

Then Ivy was taunting me with some info... she said that a few guys liked me at school. So I asked her who, what, why, when, where??! And she wouldn't tell me! I asked her to give me some clues, I asked her some simple yes-or-no questions but she wouldn't tell me anything!! I thought she might be playing me, just trying to cheer me up or something but she says she isn't... I believe her... but... ARGHH!!! I just wish they'd say soo!! I asked Ivy again just now, and she's now distracting me (or she thinks she distracting me, but I know they are distractions so then I'm not distracted, but I'm pretending to be distracted so she'll fall into a false sense of security.... if that makes sense xp) with some mangaish quotes or something, lol xp
then Im also talking with Glen... &&obsessing about Twilight... as usual... only, the Twilight-obsessing comes up in spurts, lol xp its weird hehe.
anywhoo, needta go now... not much else to say, so... xp
xoxo ♥♥ ciaosss, Clarisa

Fri+

Ookaiiss there. Another up-and-down day... -sniffles-
Well, actually, this is Saturday morning because I was too tired and worn out to update last night... I had a few dreams last night... the one was sort of a half-dream because I was also half-awake, I think... Sean and I were texting... nothing new or special... I forgot to ask him why he was in my dream though, lol (Marina told Shays and I to ask that question whenever someone is in our dream cuz they'll tell yu why.... or somethin.... xp) and there were a couple other dreams, but I cant remember them... Then Winnie and Puzzle came and cuddled with me, I opened my blinds and let the sun shine through... it was nice (=
Now, I'm just havin a nice hot chocolate with whipped cream while writing this...

So, yesterday morning (Friday, in case yu forgot xp) I woke up about five different times, I really couldn't sleep. I woke at 4, 5, 5:30, 6 then just sat and listened to music until I finally fell back asleep at at 6:50... only to wake up again at 7:10 to get ready for school...

I got to school, and went to class early (about 5 minutes before the bell rang) so I could study for my health test because I didn't get much studying in the night before... I mean, I looked over my notes but I just didnt get what it said, lol. I couldn't concentrate... And then classes were all shortened to about 55 minutes because we had an assembly at fifth period (which started at 12) anywhoo, I think I did alright on my health test, though I couldn't remember the multiple choice and some of the true or false questions... then in drama Kyle told me that we had a supply for science (he has science first period) and that the quiz was postponed, so I'm like, yay! XP At lunch, math, science were pretty boring themselves... hung out, talked at lunch... test durin math... note-taking in science... the assembly was sad =( =( =( &&then back in science class we had about half an hour to do nothin to do so we whipped out our cells, mp3s, iPods, etc. and just hung out and chatted.... at rehearsal, I gave Elisa my copy of Eclipse and Casey my copy of Twilight and I am now their favourite persons! Hehe xp (Casey was re-reading the series, Elisa was reading Eclipse for the first time...) then I hung out with Kyle a bit after, waiting for his dad to come pick him up... when I got home, I asked Med if she wanted to go out to the park, and Klaud joined us... we were at the park for a bit, then wandered to the survey over... it was fun... then Med came over to my place and we hung out till 8:45 when I had to walk her half-way home for 9. I came back and was just talking with Glen, Kyle and Ivy, then a bit later Nina.... Ivy was really upset, which made me upset and then my low self-esteem came back to haunt me... I was almost crying except I can't cry just like that -snaps fingeres- though I really felt like crying just then. and then Kyle was talking about all his problems and I couldnt really take it all, I couldnt think at all... So then I spilled everything (almost.... ) to Kyle and Ivy and Glen and Nina and they told me to stop thinking like that because I was an amazing person, blahblahblah... haha, I sorta believe them, but... anywhoo I feel better, not by much, but still... Then Nina was having some guy trouble&bff trouble so I helped her, and she told me I should ask out Jess on Monday which I was thinking of anywaiis... &&I wasnt really talking to Sean that much, lol, so Im not sure what's going on there.... 'cuz I'm confused... Ivy sent me the song "Bad Day" and I was listening to it for about an hour, hehe...

Now, my horoscope says "Pisces February 19 - March 20;; Kick back and take five -- today is much easier than the few that preceded it! Your challenges seem to melt away in the face of your good energy. You may want to take a broader look at your life. " so that's a relief! My sister bought the ASTROgirl mag and I was reading that as well, and telling Nina about the stuff as well, it explained a whole ton lmfao.
So, yupp.... very up-and-down... thankfully, today should be much better!!! -dances- Now,I shall go... buhbyess!~ (=

zomg xp

Woahhh, I've forgotten to update again! Actually, not 'forgotten'... just...more like 'kinda got sidetracked' xp
Mkaiis, well its been another hellish, up-and-down week! Hooray!! -twirls finger sarcastically-

so... backtracking back to Tuesday.... BTW Happy 16th Birthday Nathan!!! (= (the 25th)
hehe xp anywaiis, school was normal, health was pretty hilarious as Mr. DiBenedetto came in and started drawing on the boards and telling us stories about his life. Drama, lunch, math, science... all were normal, lunch was funny (we talked about llamas and ponies!) and stuff... and Spencer tried to steal my notebook from me!! :o But I got it back before he could reach much, lol xp Uhm, oh yeaa... I have 2 tests (health and math) and 1 quiz (science) tomorrow, hehe. Our science quiz was supposed to be today but that got postponed, more on that later...
At play practice, Elisa was reading New Moon, and she was at the end so she finished and got so mad because she said it was a bad place for the book to finish at xp Then she had to go onstage so I took it, and flipped open to when Edward leaves Bella, and I started crying!! It was sooo sad, lmfao! -giggles-

And then after school I was talking more with Sean, and Andrew prolly unblocked me later on Tuesday as well.... uhm, then we (Sean and I) were just talking, he challenged me to a poem battle, lmao! Only he was a bit better at rapping... and I only had that one poem about Dappledpaw... 'cuz I'm terrible at poems, words just don't rhyme for me! Though I'm much better at fictional stories (= then we were talking about life, and he's like so how's life? And I'm like, ehh, miserable. And he asked me why, so I told him that I have too many crushes so he asked me who. I told him one of them... and then im like "and some other kid:)" and he's like, "which other kid?" and ivy told me to tell him so I'm like, "Well, yu..." and he's like "seriously?" and Im like, "yeaa...." and he's like, "lol, we're not a good match" or something like that. So, I'm like "well, opposites attract... but dont feel obliged to like me that way as well" and he's like, woahh slow down I never said I didn't like you! And I'm like, Uhmmm... :S Yeaa.. that was interesting, lmao.
That was tuesday ^-^

Yesterday, well... school was the same as always, I guess. More funny stuff which I may or may not put up a bit later (of course I took the quotes down in my notebook! lmao!) I dont really remember much, except that in science I was talking with Jess and then we did another lab with the mass, volume and density of six wooden blocks... then, after school, the sky was so blue and the sun was soo sunny! So, even though I was talking with Sean and Med was talking with Eddie, I asked Med if she wanted to meet up and go to the park, spend some time outside. So my sister, Med and I went to the park and we were on the swings, catching up, discussing our guys problems, and (in klaudia's and med's case) plan on stealing these kids' bikes and riding away (klaudia had a good reason, lol, they were guys from Klaud's old school and she didnt like them and they didnt like her xp they were her ex's friends rofl) but we never did. And I was swinging really high and got lost in the blue, blue sky, it was kinda scary but still pretty cool!! Then Marina's like, Heyy we should have a sleepover!! Sooo spur of the moment! So we run back to my place, ask my mom (she said yes :)) and then get my stuff.... then Med's like, We should invite Shays!!! So we call Shays and she's allowed as well, so we walk to pick up Shays, then head to Med's, lmao. (btw, the gr1os had literacy testing the next day, so it was a half day... school started at 12:15... so we could sleep over xp) so we bought green apple pop and chips and Heavenly Hash Icecream (we almost forgot to pay for it, zomc!!) lmfao!! We were sooo hyper and played cards and read 47 Things To Do While ordering Pizza and 101 Things to Do In A Movie Theatre and we were laughing soooo much!!! Med and Shays named like half of my different laughs!! There's the nose laugh, the blonde laugh, the giggly laugh, the tired laugh, the loud and obnoxious laugh.... omg, lmfao. and then we didnt fall asleep till 2 am... ill write in all the quotes that i have from last night a bit later... omg i got like 8 and a half pages from just that one night!!! it was effing hilarious, we are definately doing that again!! And Med's dog Coco was adorable!!!! ♥♥♥ =)

Then this morning we woke up around 9:30 and just hung around, watching tv, waiting for the butter to thaw for breakfast (lmfao) and chatting until 10:30ish when Shays and I had to get ready for school... Med's school didnt start till 1 :P So then Med walked with us till we met up with Flameh, then us three walked to school while Med walked back.... classes were like 26 minutes long, lmfao. health, drama, lunch all went by quickly... math... then in science, we were supposed to have a quiz 'xcept only like 7 people showed up so Miss postponed the quiz till tomorrow.... so instead Jess, Melissa S, Shays, Bishoy, Paul(i think thats his name xp), Nicole and I talked and played hang man boys vs. girls, it was funny. We won, girls - 2 boys - 1 ... or something like that... then Miss let us out early!! And since we didnt have rehearsal, Ivy, Shays, Flameh and kyle and I went to the park and just hung out, chatting... I swung on the swings, thinking, we played truth or dare and stuff.... and then Kyle was chatting with me while everyone was over at the red swing, then he went to join them cuz I was swinging with my eyes closed... quite blissful, really... nad thinking about the -ing form of the singular form of dice... if yu figure that out... congrats!! yu get a cookie (= then I went home, took a long, hot shower and just relaxed.... then cranked the music and sang (because my mom and sister both werent home ^^) and talked on msn....

Uhm, and then I was talking with Glen, Med and Sean a bit.... hehe... and I blocked Andrew for a bit because he kept logging in and out (he might have been blocking and unblocking me, lol) and he was really annoying....&&he talked to me today as well! He's like "heyy" and Im like "wth, why are yu even talking to me?" and he's like "I realized it wasnt yur fault, yu didnt do anything" and im like, well its a bit late for that..." xp &&ive taken to telling myself I dont love him, I love who I thought he was, cuz he's a liar ;) hehe, so I guess I'm over him... sort of, anywaiis... I mean, I still think about him a bit but not as much as before.... I've even thought of the Perfect Plan, otherwise called O.F.A.M.O.A.S.H!!! Im not gunna say what it stands for, haha, are yu kidding??! I'd prolly go to jail... -blinkblink-

&&i've been writing a short story, titled The End... though I'm thinking of renaming it as The Drowning. Or something. it's about a girl named Mandy Clarke (Or Waterlilly... weird name, I know, but it works ;) ) who is suicidal (she's not emo, she's just really fed up with life) but at the last minute decides she really can't cut herself, so instead she goes for a walk in the rain... &&if I said anymore it would ruin the story (= I'll post it on fictionpress once I'm finished, I'll say here once it's up ^-^ Just thought I'd mention it, lol.

but now, its late and I really, really, really should go and studyyyy ... ewwhhh... xp
so, buhbyess!~ :)
xoxo ♥♥ ciaosss, Clarisa

Life is Miserable!:)

I need a new toothbrush.... my teeth hurt xp
annndd life definately is not a and-so-they-lived-happily-ever-after fairy tale.... more like one of those olden-days-Little-Red-Riding-Hood-got-eaten-by-the-wolf, Cinderella-didnt-get-her-Prince-Charming type fairy tales.... My day-to-day journeys are proof enough of that xp
-sighs-

So, lets start at the beginning. This morning, I woke up earlyish, 9o'clock am and was on the computer for a bit before heading down at around 10ish to eat breakfast. I had toast with Nutella... haha, I can still remember what I had, teehee... but I usually have that, so that's no surprise there xp After that, my mom and my sister went out to the mall at around 12ish after we ate some crenvusti (Romanian for weiners, which are actually yummy! Though I love the ones in Romania better, they're thinner and wayy yummier lol) . I was talking with Spencer, Marina and Glen... I think... No, because Glen was out to Toronto... maybes it was Ivy? I can't remember. Then I took a nice, long shower and blasted my music and sang along pretty loudly :) Then when my mom&&sister came home I went downstairs to help unpack with whatever groceries they had, though it was mostly stuff from the pharmacy. And my mom got me some strawberry lipgloss (because I had lost my sugar crystals one Dx ) ♥♥strawberry lipgloss = love ♥♥ hehe ^^

Then Ivy invited me over so I quickly got changed, straightened my hair and grabbed my mp3 and walked over to her place, where I met one of her friends, Stephenie. And Harvey was just adorable! He was soo sleepy, lol ♥:) So Ivy's mom gave us some homemade cake which was delish! Harvey leapt onto our laps trying to get to it, once even making Ivy spill her drink everywhere, lmao xp Then Steph left, so we went downstairs we watched Ned's Declassified on family, I think it was the finale... all through the couple episodes (it was a marathon) Ivy&&i were rooting for Moze and Ned to get together and we always were yelling at the tv when it didn't happen. And we were commenting on Ned as "The Wild Boy" or whatever the guy's name is, zomg that was fun!! XP Then Ivy's mom was intent on getting some food in me so she gave Ivy ten bucks and ordered us to walk to the pizza place just down the street so we went there and I was outside with Harvey while Ivy went inside getting me a pepperoni slice. She came out and I had a few bites ( i really wasnt hungry) and then we saw Shays with her mom, her sister and Coopy, her dog!! Cooper actually liked Harvey and they were sniffing each other... jumping around... humping each other -cough- it was pretty hilarious... xp after we hung out for a bit, Ivy and I went back to her place and onto msn... there is where the drama began... :/

So, Andrew was online and we were just talking but then Ivy started talking to him and he was being very rude so she kept pointing it out. And they argued a bit, and I wasn't sure if he knew it was Ivy talking, or if he thought it was me. So then I decided to apologize and he wasn't very... responsive, let's say... then Ivy and him got back to arguing... =/ and then he blocked me!!! :o -sniffles- && my msn name was something along the lines of "I still love yu but yu know I'm never going to forgive yu".... or something like that.... and, really, I felt pretty bad.... torn up... as if someone had wrenched out my heart, threw itt on the ground, stomped on it (repeatadly) and then just walked away, leaving it there to bleed.... well, maybe not that dramatic but still... it was pretty bad. the only really funny thing was when Ivy saw Nathan's personal msg which said "Wrist Cutters: The Love Story" and Ivy's like, "uhm.... Cookies.... I think you made him emo...." lmfao!! That was hilarious! &&her mommy made us some tea which helped a bit more (= &&when I got back to my place at 8ish I was talking with Glen, Ivy, Carolyne, Med and Sean.... And Sean actually gave me some pretty good advice, which isn't reeally that surprising once you thinking about it.... But then I had "I dont even care anymore" (which had been Sean's advice) and, really, I dont think I do. I mean, I still really like him (andrew, not sean) but I really could do without all this stupid drama. I mean, seriously. We're not together but there's no need to over-react like that. Pfft. Shows what kind of person yu really are. -rolls eyes- Plus, he was really rude!! I mean (and now I really do hope nobody I know reads this =p) even Sean was nicer. Sean. Whom I have not seen in two-three years and whom I only started talking again to recently. I mean, come on. Yu can do better than that, I'm sure of it!! xp And for a bit I was thinking that Glen was plotting against me but then I talked to her and she said she wasn't cuz she'd never do that, lol. Which was a relief, but also a disappointment because I actually liked the idea of what I thought that she was doing, lol.... if that made any sense at all to you, congrats!! You win a Cookie :) No, not a Choco-Covered Clara Cookies, a plain old Choco-chip Cookie. Poor yu xp

But, I guess that's all. Hols are over (again... how depressing...) and back to school tomorrow.... eww, gym... but at least wrestling is over and done with ^-^ I dunt think we're swimming till next week though... :'( BUt tomorrow I'm pretty sure we're in health.... haha.... anywhoo, I goes now... buhbyess!! -waveth- =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa

3days:)

Ooosh, so I totally didnt have the time to update for the last three days! (Friday... Saturday... and today, Sunday xp)

So, on Friday Ivy&&i woke up at around 8ish, but both of us didnt realize the other was awake so we didn't do much until 11, when Ivy's mom woke us up. Then we turned on the tv, ate breakkie and went on the comp for a bit ^-^ We listened to moosic (of course!~ :P) and sang along (= then at around 5ish my mommy came to pick us up and we went to the movies. We saw 1o, ooo BC!!! It was AMAZINNNGGGG XP The previews for Superhero Story had me laughing out loud, Ivy and I couldn't stop... we almost busted a gut, lmao.... &&the one line in the movie (1o, ooo BC, that is. not Superhero Story, lmao), with the star, was soo sweet! it went like... "See that star? It does not move across the night sky like all the others. It's light is like my love for you, forever in my heart." Awwhhhh! Isn't that the sweetest line everr?! It so is! ♥♥ :) &&the movie was amazing!! I almost cried 3 times.... when the one guy was sacraficed.... when the other guy was killed :( and then near the end of the movie, when the bad dude, who was dying, shot her with his arrow xp =( we had an amazing time, lmao. xp

thennn.... saturday.... i wasnt doing much, really. I woke up at around 8-9ish and just hung around... went on the computer for a bit, got through a couple quizzes on quizilla. Then my sister and I painted Easter Eggs!! ^-^ So fun! :) And my mommy told us that we're be moving to Edmonton in a few years... YAY!!! Shopping!!! -dances- But Im gunna miss all my friends! -sniffles- Maybes they can move in with us!!! But I told kyle and he said he hates me now :( He doesn't want me to move... Yay! I feel loved -grins-

Hehe, then Ivy dropped by during dinner with her new doggy she just got from the SPCA. Harvey was absolutely adorable!! Winnie didn't like him, obvi... she was acting as if he didn't exist, but at the beginning she was acting as if she were imagining things....We could just see her thinking, "oh shit, gotta cut back on all that catnip!!" lmfao. xp We took a bunch of quizzes on quizilla and we had fun listening to music and all. ^^ But after a couple hours, in which Harvey took a lap leaning against my leg (awhhh ♥♥) Ivy had to leave because it was getting dark out. XP I might be going over to her place again on monday (which is tomorrow. -nodnod- :P)

&&I was talking with Carolyne, we were talking in third person and completely confusing ourselves but it was pretty hilarious XDDDD
But then yesterday night was very traumatic.... so-very traumatizing... -dies- Because Andrew hadn't been talking to me... not really replying when I said heyy... reminds me of what I usually do/how I act when I want to get rid of someone. I only answer the bare minimum and try not to say anything that could start a conversation. The standard "Heyy, what's up?" "Nm, yu?" "Oh, nm." "Cool." convo, ya know? Maybe I was just over-reacting or he was busy or something, but it really hurt me :( .... actaully, turns out he was just busy.... haha.... -sweatdrop-
&&then I was talking to Jessica (gr1o Jessica from the musical... but she quit now -tear- ) and told her everything and she gave me some good advice. And Glen helped me out a bit too..... I still felt so depressed and was talking to Kyle about it and everything.... and zomg he was thisclose to cutting himself the other day! Im like NUUU yu cant do that!! Thankfully he hasnt. Or I'd have to keel him. Or something. ;-; rofl xp But yeaaa, at around midnight I realized I hadn't eaten dinner and so I went downstairs and ate some sarmale (Romanian for cabbage rolls) and then I felt a bit better. Then Jess and I were talking about auras and ghosts and natural phenomenons and stuff... it was pretty spiffy, and she has like this "sixth sense" and she told me she usually sees a turquoise light around me, or else blue/greenish. ^0^ which is the colour I usually get for those type of quizzes on quizilla. That stuff absolultely fasinates me! I really wanna learn more about stuff like that, and astrology and astronomy.... it's all so amazing, I love it. ♥♥ :)
Then I went to sleep around 2ish, I was still a bit upset/confused/distressed and all... but not as badly as before.... and, I do realize Andrew and I have not yet met and therefore cannot be "together" (haha, I must admit I do sorta like Jess from my science class... cute and funny... teehee ^^) but I really do like him, I have no idea what... it's hard to describe... I think I mya even love him.... grrrr.... I wish he went to my school... or lived closer instead of up on the mountain ;-; but yeaa.....

then this morning, I slept till about 11ish. I was tired. DX I went onto neopets and roleplayed... like, I actually got on four out of six of my guilds! InkClan, TwilightClan and DrippingClan... and, a bit of a checkin on Genetics but there was nothing to reply to, lol, so.... But yeaa, Lakeh was on so we roleplay'ed on IC, which we haven't done in forever!! We had Seafoam come out of camp and find Wavefang's body (during a battle against Moonstar's rogues, Wavie got killed and Sea was his mate...) Ripplepaw was by his side (Ripple is Wavie's and Sea's daughter) and then Seafoam collapsed from the shock... it was pretty intense, lmao. Cuz then Thornkit, Ripplepaw's sister, came up and started laughing at his mom grieving for her lost mate. Ripplepaw and Seafoam got pretty mad... Seafoam actually attacked her son o_O;; and had to be dragged away by Featherwing (my meddie cat ^^) lotsa drama, lol. XP And if yu don't read Warriors, a lot of that may have confuzzled yu -giggles-

Then my mommy and my sister and I decided to go to the mall, but it was closed (or, most of the stores were and there was no use going in) so we drove on by and decided to go to the lakeshore for a walk. ^-^ We drove to Oakville, got out and just walked along the lake, and through a bit of downtown for half an hour. XP &&we laughed a ton, it actually hurt to breathe :P Once, my sister stopped in the middle of the street, turned her face up to the sun and said "I'm de-thawing" lmfao. And then she began running back and forth and my mom was like "She'll be colder because the ear's at her wind" or something like that (cant really remember) because she mixed up the words wind and ears, rofl. My mom and I were talking about what we'd do and when we'd move to Edmonton and I told her I doubted I could get in the U of A and she's like, no of course yu can! And I'm like... "Well, I guess I'm smart... No, not smart - intelligent. Not so much intelligent as wise...ish... " haha xp &&there was more stuff, but I can't remember.....

Now, I'm just listening to some music.... talking to Glen, Kyle and Jelena from my Religion class last semester ^^ &sorta pining over Andrew, but... -shrugs- I'unno, something feels off, like... I don't know. Maybe I just need to sleep on it.... -blinkblink-
that reminds me.... no... wait, i forgot it. haha xpp but I really feel like playing Truth, Dare, Double Dare, Promise to Repeat, Kiss and tell, Fire in the Barnyard or the Island Game. We always play it with my friends at school.... The Island Game is killer, but everyone always choses it, for some very obvious reasons.... but then when yu get bad choices, that's not so fun XP Actually, some of the choices you have to make are pretty terrible. traumatizing. horrible. ugly. disgusting. unbearable. dramatic.... take your pick, lmfao :P Usually your friends will give you three guys you all really like, two guys you like and one you don't or three guys you don't like. If you know the rules for The Island Game, you can see how that'd get a bit traumatizing.

Otherwise...that's my exciting Long Weekend xp So amazing, ehh? haha.... anywhoo... thats all for now ^-^;; yes, it really is all. I swear! Okaii, maybe it's not completely all of what happened, but I've been sworn to secrecy. Can't mention it... so, for now....
HAPPY EASTER!!! =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa

BABOOM;; Sleepovers on thurs:):)

Sooo.... today feels like a very long day but maybe only cuz it's past midnight, lmao.
Anywhoo, today in gym we got a bit of time to practice our gutwrenches when the lockdown procedure-drill thingie went off so all the girls went to the girls change room and we just hung out in the girls changeroom, we were hiding in the shower room, lmao. the floor was very cold though =( but we had fun (as much fun as you can have during a lockdown anywaiis XP) almost breaking into giggling fits several times :P Ms. G wasn't too mad at us for whispering quietly, so that's good ^^
Then the drill was over so we went back out and began showing Ms so she could mark us.... Paige volunteered us to go first so we did, and - surprisingly - I got 3/3!!! -dances- The only bad thing was Ms made me demonstrate afterwards because I "was one of the first [she] saw and [I] had performed it perfectly. No pressure!" haha xp But I did it again pretty good, so that was good ^^ After gym I was feeling alright but just tired because I didn't get much sleep last night... XP
In drama we played "It could be worse" which was an alright game, I suppose... -shrugs- Then some groups performed their radio plays, Kyle's was really good but then the next group - which was like a heavy metal station or something - was awkward...ish... ness... xp and the screaming hurt my head XP But then Justin T was putting about a million stickers on Emily's back and Miss R got mad, haha -giggles-

At lunch, Shays, Ivy, Natasha and Yvonne got detention so Flamehs, Carolyne and I decided to go to my place for lunch... but Shays got out early (the rest decided to stay cuz they wanted to work on their projects :P) so she came and joined us, lol. When she first knocked on the door, we thought it was some guy selling stuff or a rapist or something so I glanced at the others and I'm like "We're not here. We're at school. We can't answer the door... because we're not here." Rofl. XP But I went to go see who it was anywaiis and saw Shays so I opened the door, hugged her, and dragged her inside, lmao. Then we watched some videos on youtube.... like potterpuppetpals (L) and Charlie and The Candy Mountain and MUFFINS!!! -dances- :)It was pretty funny, lol.

In math... boring... though Joey did create a magic eraser... that wrote and erased... how amazing... -rolls eyes- though it was funny :P and i was talking with Jen&Flamehs and they were helpng me decide on what ways to call it off with Justin; we are not dating, we're seeing each other. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!!! (haha, Kyle wrote almost the exact same thing in his blog!! rofl. xp) BUT ZOMC what a jerk ;-; so last night on msn he asks where he should meet me before class so I tell him by my locker. my friends&I wait for about fifteen minutes and he doesn't show. So, two minutes before class begins, we decide to head upstairs and we see him at class. GRRR ;-; Then after class (i wasnt gunna do it during class, that'd have made a huge scene!) I called him, Im like, Justin can I talk to you? and he looks at me... then walks away. So then I'm ranting to my friends, I'm like, Well, I tried to do the honourable thing and call it off in "real life" but he totally blew me off and stood me up so that's it. So... -frowns- I told him over msn and he never did reply... hmm.

&&then in science we had another lab with some sodium stuff, chalk, salt and baking soda and we had to figure out which was which, which was pretty simple. Spiffyness :D Then Miss C brought out some pretzles, jube-jubes, jelly beans, Smarties... and stuff... yummy stuff... it was yummy =P Jess&I totally pigged out, but you know what? It was good and he was so funny (Jess was, that is. lmao) cute&&funny. hmm... xp

-yawns- Ehh, sorreh, I'm tired... It's 2 am... and I'm tired... XP But I wanna talk to him... -sniffles- even though I was talking to him earlier, I miss him... :( (Andrew, not Jess XP)

at rehearsal, Elisa, the one who plays Brigitta (sp?) was reading TWILIGHT for the FIRST time!! She was on chapter five and could NOT put it down - it's that addicting xpp And we were all crowding around her (because we're all Twilight fanitics, lol) and asking her what and who she loved so far and of course she said Edward. ♥♥ Then Natalie goes up to Tom (Uncle Max) and she's like "Would you rather a space heater or a diamond?" (metaphor for those of you who don't know... space heater is Jacob, Diamond is Edward (= ) and Tom was like, "A diamond" and then me and Casey, at the exact same time, we were like "EXACTLY!!!" rofl. XPPPP And then Mike was like, "isn't the space heater the one where you have to plug it in and out each day or else it'll explode?" And then we're like, Well... our space heater doesn't explode... actually, he does! lol That describes Jake perfectly ;)

After rehearsal, I went home and just hung out a bit, ate some lasagna, took a short nap while my mom&sister watched Flicka... which was sorta a good movie ^^ Then I was talking on msn. My sister's friends came over, 'Livia and Lilian, so then I decided to sleep over at Ivy's - which is where I am now :) obvi XP we're watching Smart Guy, which is one of my favourite shows and like the only thing on tv now =p
We chatted with Andrew(mine) and Joe (her's) and she was arguing with Sean about emos, lol, it was pretty amusing. ^^ And then we read some funny lists, practically broke our ribs laughing -giggles-
We kinda spilled the bag of sugar she carries with her and we had to clean it all up, lmao, and she had a cup of some peachy-alchohol stuff. I tried some, and it had a really strong aftertaste.... hehe... i guess I'll wait a bit before beginning my drinking, lol. ;)

BREAKING NEWS: The Space heater (not Jacob, the real space heater Ivy has) has just started working after pouting for a while (i said 'please' and it worked, lmfao) and Ivy thinks it works like a toaster. We should toast some toast. xpp

Wednesday^^

Ooosh, so last night I had a good dream but I can't remember what it was about -sniffles- It was either about Andrew or some other guy... Yeaa, haha, I definately need an RCTA session though I'm pretty sure I know who I like... but Kyle's offered to help me tomorrow at rehearsal (but he'll only be there half the time cuz the other half he'll be at Xpression (the choir) Doesn't that just SUCK?! haha :P) so... anywhoo, I was pretty happy today, floating around on a luverly little cloud of pretty smelling body spray xp I couldn't find Shays, Flameh or Ivy this morning so I just went to gym class with Carolyne... we were doing wrestling again, we did those stupid warm ups... Mike (or whatever-his-name-is) was leading them again with some other kid, I swear they were trying to kill us ;-; Then the other gym teacher, Mr. Something-or-Other who teaches the boys, he's like, "Miss, you know what your problem is? Your girls, that's the problem." Haha. -rolls eyes- Otherwise, the gutwrench wasn't so bad, though it sounds very painful. I was with Paige, one of my bffs from gr 6 though we haven't talked a lot since just recently - she has two classes with me this semester - and I think I hurt my rib, hitting it off of Paige's knee or something. Anywhoo, it wasn't as bad as yesterday and we went to drama afterwards pretty happy. At least, I did. I know Jen, who's locker is by mine, felt absolutely terrible because her ankle hurt from the day before )=
In drama, Gabby led us through our warm up, which was Emotion Party. It worked out a bit differently than what we had been expecting, but it was still fun... me, of course, came in sobbing xp I sat beside Paige, and Joey (Penguin Boy) sat beside me because that's where him and his friends usually sit (Justin T, Justin L and Bradon AKA Boochey) Paige said Joey and I would make a good couple! o: Which I think is quite true, really, he's pretty funny and I think he's kinda cute... &he kept bugging me throughout class like boys do when they like a girl... but then again, Joey's always like that :P And we talked a bit about... something, I can't remember. Haha
Then Miss R. got a few of us to go to the center of the class and she gave us a situation where we had to mime... I got "getting ready for a hot date". How spiffy, eh? rofl XP And then afterwards Tia, Carolyne, Paige and I were just talking about Tia's job at Cops Coliseum downtown and how it'd be so cool to work there =P And we were saying how we all started saying "Shut Up" a lot recently, like Paige told her dog to shut up when he was just looking at her, and she hardly even realized it until afterwards! lol XP
At lunch, nothing really new or special happened except that Flamehs tried stealing my notebook *again* and we were just chatting about our boy problems -cough- teehee ^^;; Then Ivy, Yvonne and Natasha left for some English tutorial or something, lol, and Shays, Flameh and I just played a bit of Truth or Dare. Flamehs was drawing on Shays again and we had another box of Smarties, which are yummy ;) :P

Then lunch ended, so we went to our classes... We had a math-based assembly and then copied down a note, before the class ended. We got some homework but it's not due till Tuesday so that's good ^^ &&in science we handed in our projects (which I finished at around 9ish last night after several hours' work... haha xp) , and did a lab where we had to test the different aspects of matter.. or something like that... all I know was that there were pretzels, Smarties and sour gum balls we got to eat for the taste-testing :P &&while waiting for our turns to go to the station, Spencer, Shays and I fooled around, we were laughing (actually, I was giggling insanely for no reason... at least, none that I can recall... xp... and they were laughing at me, lmao) and then Miss C let us chat for the last fifteen minutes of class... oh yeaa, we also had a quiz at the beginning of class and I think I did pretty well, I totally blanked on the last page but oh well -shrugs- :)
After class, we went to Shays' locker as usual and I didn't fall up the stairs this time, which is good. :P I have an ugly bruise just below my knee now from the fall yesterday though -pouts- We were quicker than usual today (Though Jessica made a few comments on how we gradually got slower as we walked, lmao, "like snails" then I pointed out that snails don't walk... then Kyle said he was the fastest walking snail ever, rofl xp) and we hung out in the lobby as usual, Kyle and Spencer (who had joined us by then) and Ivy had to go to Xpression. I was gunna run home, get changed, come back and wait for Xpression to finish so Ivy&I could go over to her house. ^^ I hung out until Jessica, Shays and Flameh left before going to my home and coming back in jeans& a black tee which looks very cute on me, according to Casey, Meagan, Ivy and several others. Is why I chosed it, haha XP =) And then I hung out in the back of the auditorium for a while before Ivy came down and dragged me onstage despite my protests (I'm a good singer, or so I've been told, but never did sign up for choir, so I was thinking I might get in trouble... I'm signing up next year, though, and I never did get in trouble -angelic smile-) and sung along with some of the songs I knew... Hallelujah, Sway and It's the End Of The World (As We Know It) which are very fun songs (though Hallelujah is sad, it always makes me tear up -sniffles-) and then after Mr. T (who is in charge) gave a brief talk ("Oh, sure, Grandma's going to say we sound lovely, but that's because she's DEAF!" and "Save all the fun for the buses, hotel rooms, downtown, Times Squares... bascically, Fun=New York") we were dismissed so Ivy and I left for her place. We sung obnoxiously loud while listening to my MP3 player, rofl. Fun! :)
At her place, we ate pizza for dinner and chatted. The Pepsi can was "talking to [her] like always" and yes, she does listen and do whatever the Pepso Can tells her to. Last week it told her to jump off a bridge! Why did you think she was in a full-body cast??! Haha, noo, j/k, but we had fun. Somehow we went from talking about pizza, to Pepsi, to Pringles (Donald Duck lives in the Pringle box, did yu know?&& he's my Dad and he's having an affair with my mom, while secretly Daisy is having an affair with Goofy. And Pluto. And Mickey. That slut! haha, j/k... I think... -blinkblink-) to ducks.... to cats, to chipmunks... then to the cycle of what we were talking about, lmfao. Gosh, I love Ivy, she's so funny and hyper and awesome, lol XP
Afterwards we went downstairs, blasted some music, sang along loudly, then went on Quizilla. She took a few Emo quizzes and some of those pictures were really, really good. ;) And then we went on Zwinky and she chatted with her brother, Joshay, and her sister, Heidi. Funfunfun :)

Then, at 8, I had to leave... -pouts- so her dad drove me home, and I just hung out with my fam for a bit. Before spending about 45 minutes on this blog (well, today was a longish, importantish day... haha xp) I talked to a few people on msn... -smiles blissfully- that was nice... i guess... but it just confused me more, telling me that I really need that RCTA session ASAP!!
Now I want some milk and cookies (zomc*, I'm cannobilistic! haha xp) dunt worry, they aren't Choco-covered Clara Cookies, they're oreos. So... I guess I'm not completley cannoblistic... however yu spell that.... XD

*For those of you who are not in the know-how (haha) and clueless and have not read Twilight... OMC = OH MY CARLISLE because... ahem... Edward is an Angel. (common knowledge) And Because God created Angels, Carlisle must be God because Carlisle created Edward, who is an Angel. That, oh and because each and every one of the Cullens woke up and saw a 23-year old blonde-haired man and thought he was God. So there =)

Tues''18 The Second

Ooh, so when we last left Risa, she was in math class hanging with Ana, talking with Flamehs&&Jen and just relaxing. Soon after Miss collected all the laptops, Miss let them out early so Flamehs and Risa went up the hall to Shays' class and met up with Kyle. They waited for the bell signalling fourth period's end to ring when Ivy and Shays came out of their English class, before they headed towards their next classes (Religion for Ivy, English for Flameh&&Kyle and Science for Risa&&Shays), chatting along the way. Upon reaching their science class, Risa and Shays coming in late (it really isn't their fault they're last class is all the way across the school!), they slipped into their seats and class began with several long notes on Chemistry... or Matter. Or something. XP



And, yeaa... writing in third person, while very fun and relaxing, begins to tick me off after a while so back to first person ^__~



I think something else happened in science but I can't really remember so that doesn't matter, I guess. Which reminds me of a weird dream last night - where Winnie (my kittie) was eating chips in my room but they were making her all hyper so I made her spit them out, then threw the chips in the garbage... but she went straight for the chips again, lol. XP Weird, eh? Anywhoo, after school we went to Shays locker as usual and I tripped on my way up the stairs and banged my elbow and dropped all my books DX While tripping up the stairs is good luck, it wasn't much fun with a mob of people pushing to go past me but a kind guy who looked to be in gr 11 stopped to pick up my notebook. Yay... I thanked him and moved on, haha xP I told Shays I was fine except my hurting elbow, then we went to her locker where we met the others. Kyle and I had practice again so after some fun and laughter I had to leave my friends to go to rehearsal... today wasn't that fun, we were writing our obituaries for the play and on the back of my scrap of paper I was doodling hearts around the letter "A"... I couldn't get him out of my mind practically all day! It was terrible D= but in a warm, fuzzy-sort of way... I was listening to my mp3 player and I wasn't hanging with anyone in particular because today was a singing-only practice so we were all grouped on the risers around the piano... though Kyle was annoying me some more today, pulling at my hair and poking my back. I guess he's just really hyped up/happy about Shays :) But he could stop being an annoying pest, lol, that's usually reserved for Nathan!! XD But oh wells, it didn't really bug me that much... I was a bit sadder than normal this afternoon, and when Ms R let me out early (I don't sing much in the play, being a maid/nun XP) I went home and took a long, warm shower which somewhat helped, a bit I guess.. Then I blasted Avril's cds, singing to the same songs over and over (they described how I felt pretty accurately, lol) while working on my science project... and talking on msn with Med, Kyle and Andrew, lol. I finished my project around 9ish and now feel a bit better... ^^ And that was my *very* exciting afternoon... yeaa... soo exciting =p
xoxo ♥ ciao, Risa:)

Tuesday''18th

Heyy... I'm in math class, we're doing some activities on the laptops, but really - I've answered half the questions, and I got all of them right(despite my awful 1/5 on that questionaire email thingie xp), so I don't see why I need to. Plus math is boring xp So I thought I'd update here. (=
Anywhoo, today in gym was absolutely terrible. We did some running excersices led by some grade 11 boy named Mike... I think.... Doesn't matter. And then he made us do somersaults and cartwheels. Cartwheels, I don't have much of a problem with, except that the somersaults... I'm always afraid I'll break my neck doing them or something, and there's nothing worse than the fear of breaking my neck. I'm too fragile xp Even my fear of ice is half-developed from the fear of breaking my neck.... haha... anywhoo, moving on. I felt absolutely terrible and worn out afterwards and in drama I hardly did much (not that we needed to, we were watching some more miming stuff and chatting quietly... but i wasnt my usual hyper self -sniffles-it was a real tragedy... hah, yeaaa right xp) and then at lunch I still wasn't feeling that well, and because I was sitting on Ivy's lap she told me that I needed to eat something or else, so I ate. And slowly I felt a bit better (thankies Ivy!(: ) and then we were laughing a bit more, talking about RCTA (Romantically Confused Teens Anonymous) and about Kyle's and Shays' "relationship" which is actually taking an up turn and is going quite well. Yay for them ^-^ &&then Shays and I were working on our hmwk (english for her, checking my science for me) and then Flameh went a bit insane with Shays' markers and began drawing on Shays, things like hearts and "Shayla has an orange cow" lmao. She now wants to start her own tattoo parlour and we're getting her a tattoo liscence, ink and needles for her birthday next year, roffl ;) And I got a ton of funny quotes written down but I dont wanna chance opening my notebook right now in case the teacher comes around and catches me... Not that I'd get in trouble (Or at least, I hope not) just that I should hurry before class ends, lol. Which is about 15 minutes... more than enough time... -crosses fingers- xp Back to lunch - Flamehs got some Smarties from the vending machine and was throwing some at Shays, who then threw them back to Flamehs. XP Then once the Smarties were all gone, Flamehs threw the box at me... such an immature little child :P So I picked it up and held it away from her and told her that she wasn't going to get her toy back until she behaved herself. Then she tried attacking me with markers so then I took my books and swept regally (haha, thats a lie. More like stumbled out laughing xp) out of the caf and towards the library, where I was going to hide. But it was too quiet and there were no study carrels available so I went back to the caf, where Flamehs was waiting to wrestle the Smarties box from my fingers. She almost got my notebook too but I snatched that back, lol.
See, when I re-live my funfunfunny caf-lunchtime moments in math class, I remember sooo much more then I do when I update at home! Teehee xp But now I need to go, so I'll update a bit later (=
Actually, math class isn't that terrible today ^-^

Warm Sun shine on a Mon morning.

I was gunna update last night 'xcept there was nothing interesting or new to discuss, plus I had already shut off the compie before I realized xp Anywhoo, I finished reading A is for Angst, the one book Marina got me and so I'll start reading The House of the Scorpion soon enough. -grins- And I started a bit on my science project - due wednesday - but because I was being a lazy bum I stopped after finishing the diagram :P &&turns out I need a schematic drawing as well (however yu spell that...) but that's easy because all I need to do is draw the battery, a switch and a lightbulb (methinks... I'll need to ask Miss tomorrow.) Anywhoo, otherwise I didnt do much yesterday, I was really tired and so took a short nap around 5ish. My sis slept over at her friend, 'Liv's (Olivia) and that's about it. Last night, I went to sleep pretty early in order to wake up in time for school (ehh... school.) but I wasn't tired, not at all. So I kept tossing and turning, trying to calm my fretful mind - I think I got a sudden overdose of inspiration because I had about a dozen amazing story ideas, plotlines, quotes, etc. etc. and the voices would not shut up!! So, finally cracking, I stormed out of bed, flicked on the light and scribbled down the ideas, hoping to they'd leave me alone and let me get some rest. It seemed to work cuz the next thing, I remember waking up at 7:15, the sun just peeking over the horizon =p I think I might have dreamt a bit but, to tell the truth, I couldn't care less at the moment. Because I don't remember even the slightest thing so it doesn't interest me. xp

In gym, we played some dodgeball then a good 20-minutes of soccer and I was the goalie (eww.) but at least it kept me from running around, chasing after a good-for-nothing ball jsut to kick it away from me. Seriously. What were these people thinking when they created the foul things known as 'sports'?! Haha, 'xcept swimming. Swimming's good. And volley-ball's alright, I guess. -shrugs-
In drama we did a bit of miming, then watched Mr. Bean, which was pretty hilarious, what with Justin L., Justin T. and Joey sitting in front of me. Justin L. kept batting at my leg, stupid boy. -rolls eyes- haha, then I began my dramatic-fake-sobs (which I'm getting pretty well-known for, actually - that and my insane laughter, rofl) because I was mourning for the loss of Mr. Bean's old, yellow Mini Cooper. sadness. Justin L and Chantelle and a few others were worried (wow! am I really that good??!) but I assured them I was fine xp (not the Freaked Out. Insecure. Neroutic. Emotional-fine, the Real Fine-fine. XDD)
anywhoo, lunch was pretty hectic. Ivy dragged me to her locker after greeting me with a great big bear hug and before I could settle down properly and eat - goodness, I was hungry xp - and she got her notebook, where she had written her one story plot (Through the Eye of A Stalker). It's a really good plot!! :) Then, after I ate my sandwich and everyone broke off huge pieces from my choco-chip cookies (and eating some myself - eek! Cookies eating cookies! Haha, I think that's cannibalism ;0) I pointed out that Flamehs didn't believe that Edward Cullen, our ANGEL Edward Cullen -heavenly chorus is heard- <3<3 color="#999999">-revives, blinks sadly, before continuing-
Ivy literally screamed, dragging a ton of attention to us, rofl. &&I started crying because Natasha said he was God, then I told her No, Carlisle is God. Edward is an Angel. And Ivy said He's practically Jesus Christ. Thennn, Shays said that Edward'd be dying soon because Easter was coming up. I broke down into tears at this. Seriously, I did. It was pretty funny, really, and I was gasping for air, my chest acheing as laughter and sobs - both - racked my chest with as much energy as... something with a lot of painful energy xp That's the only downside of laughing too much... hmm... -ponders-
Anywhoo, in math, we just reviewed and took a short quiz which I think I did quite well on. -fingers crossed- &&in science we learned some units and conversions and all, then Miss gave us a worksheet to work on - because, it's a work sheet. haha xpp And I was talking to Jess about PotterPuppetPals and Edward Cullen (not like he's read Twilight, though, lol) and we were laughing so much. That kid is funny XP

After that, Shays and I walked from science, which we have together, to her locker upstairs, where Jessica, Ivy, Flamehs and Kyle met up with us (as we usually do everyday after school, xcept, depending if we have rehearsal or not, Kyle will go and catch his bus instead of meeting with us). I was giggling a bit hyperly/drunkenly/whatever and Kyle came straight up to me and he took a strand of my bangs between his fingers and said (now, these were his EXACT words! :o) "Woah, I think I do see a bit of blonde coming in." I swear. Isn't that just terrible??! I was insulted, but found that soo incredibly funny (it's not my fault the world is one big comedy show to me! ... Well, except for the 9.5 Reasons The World Is Stupid. 9.5 because the last Reason The World is Stupid is "boys" and, to tell you the truth, us girls can't live without them. Unfortunately, we can't live with them either. -sniffles-) and attracted a bit of attention again, lol. Fortunately, most of the students had left the halls by then - because, we are slow and we laugh and talk wayy too loudly and usually about inappropriate things, rofl... plus, Shays has to wait for peoples to leave before she can get to her locker cuz she's stuck in the corner.... Poor her :( -takes a moment to mourn- Anywhoo, so we went down the middle hall and down the stairs to where Flameh and my lockers are, and after we had gotten our stuff, we went to the foyer by the auditorium (where Sound of Music rehearsals are, which, btw, I'm in along with Kyle and a handful of gr10s and a whole lotta gr 11s. I'm the maid, but I also play a nun and sometimes I fill in for a Von Trap child if they're absent xp) and hung there for a good five to ten minutes (this is usually how we spend the end of the day before we all split ways and go home... except that Jessica, Shays, Flamehs and Ivy all live in the same direction while I go the opposite way. How terrible ish that? :P) in which Ivy swung me 'round and 'round like a merry-go round while Jessica acted like my mommy, taking pictures and blowing kisses everytime I passed her, and then we were laughing and joking around. Then Kyle slipped into the auditorium so I knew it was time for me to go as well, and, of course, it took another couple minutes for everyone to hug the life out of me, rofl. Then Jessica chased Shays out of the school, threatening her with kisses on the forehead for being so short (she kissed me on the forehead too, rofl) and so everyone followed after and I finally got into the aud (too lazy to type out the whole word). xp And after our usual pep-talk from Ms R (who also is my drama teacher =D) we all shuffled back stage and talked and caught up and chilled, rofl, while the people needed for the scene went on stage. Alicia and Casey began telling us all the ups and downs of working at McDonalds and it was soo funny, we were laughing so much. Wow, I definately don't want to work there though they've been through some funny times (only it's the "Hehe... I'm sure we'll all laugh about this later... for now... RUN!" times, not the burst-out-laughing times that I'm used to XP) I have to admit, though, sometimes I feel really out of it when I'm with them, just because they're in grade 11 and I'm only in grade 9 so, really, they don't even have much of a reason to be talking to me. And then Kyle's pretty tight with them because he's one of the Von Trap kids so he has a lot of on-stage moments with them, while I only really have moments with Mike, the butler (who's quite hilarious, really xp) and Christina, the housekeeper, both 11th graders. Otherwise, though, I love rehearsals because we have so much fun. And Kyle kept unplugging my headphones from my mp3 and changing the songs on me and pissing me off, rofl. I told him he was annoying and he's like, Only today. haha xp Then, after Miss let us leave, Kyle and I hung around outside while he waited for his dad and we were just talking. He asked me about my crushes (whoever they are) because I had hinted to something about who I liked... Of course I didn't tell him, mostly because even I don't know. -blinks sadly- Doesn't that just suck? Yes. Yes it does. I mean... yeaa, I'm not going to put myself through the emotional trauma of listing them. rofl.

Now... I'm hungry, the hamburgers are done... plus I have to get back to work on my science project, plus study just a bit for the safety quiz on Wednesday. Yay!! -rolls eyes- But, really, I guess don't mind xp G'byesssss!~ :)

Meddiiieeeee!!! ;)

Todaysers, I woke up around 1oish, I was really tired =(
&&then Justin came over and we hung out a bit before going out - he was gunna walk me to meet Meddie. &&We just wandered around a bit, we ran into one of his friends, before meeting up with Med and then we went to her place and just talked, discussed *cough* our musical interests, lol - more like argued - and then Justin had to leave -sniffles-
But then Med and I went on msn and she was waiting patiently for him, we were talking about some dreams we had recently and all whennn.... HE SAYS HI TO HER! FIRST!!! First I tell you, FIRST!!!! Do you know what this MEANS? .... Yeaa, neither do I, but stiiillll, he talked FIRST!!! FLIPPEN FIRST, CAN YOU FLIPPEN BELIEVE THAT, SHE WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM IT WAS SOOOO AMAZING, ZOMCCCC!!!! But then he had to go, so we went on my msn and just talkeed to peoples like Rodolfo and Kyle and Sean... haha, for a moment I had no idea who Sean was but it was just a moment, rofl. We cleared things up. Anywhoo.... Med&I took a couple quizzes, and we found a pretty cool piic of Edward and Bella (xcept, obvi, I already had it, rofl. But it's a really good pic -nodnod- ) annndd we ate pizza and talked about pancakes and I had a bit too much sugar from Pepsi and I was laughing really loudly, totally freaking out Med xp Oooshhhh and Med got me a few books, lol, and I cants waits to starteth reading them, cuz they're goodness, lol ;) Haha... I dunts think there ish much elseness.... well, there were little things, but nothing big.... But, did I mention that HE said HI FIRST?! I mean, this is Big News, like Bigger Than The Invention Of The World Big. Really. I'm serious. "It Was Freakin' AWESOME" ....No, not The Invention Of THe World news, The HE said HI FIRST news, rofl.
-singsong voice- Med's big dayyyy :)

Thurs+Fri

Ooosh, so my internet was acting up yesterday (Thursday, March 13th) and misbehaving very badly, so I couldn't update anything here. Basically, I was reading and listening to music, then Justin came over to my house. We hung out, just chatting and watching tv and on the computer a bit, before he had to leave. Afterwards, I watched a bit of The Last Mimzy with my mom and my sister (actually, I was trying to read downstairs (for once) and the tv kept distracting me so then I went upstairs xp) and sang a bit. Shays finally came online after I called her, and we were just catching up because she's had a busy week and I haven't talked to her in what seems like forever even though it's only really been a week, teehee. ^^;; Then, my mom and my sister were going out to Chapters/the movies to meet up with my mom's friend, Tammy, so I decided to go along with them, get out of the house a bit. At Chapters I was reading a magazine (cant remember which one :P) with tons of relationship and astrology advice (haha, Im very into all that, especially cuz its so true... I mean, yu don't know me until yu've read everything there is on Pisces, and then some XP) and it was kinda scary how true it was, especially a PiscesXPisces relationship and all... It told me to wait a bit, and then I took another quiz and that told me to wait as well... -shivers- But a PiscesXAries relationship was well in bloom, rofl, so that's good... not that I'm gunna say who the Pisces nor the Aries were, lol. Yu can prolly guess though, right? Haha xpp Especially if yu are the one(s) im talking about.... ^^;;
So then my sister and I watched Definately, Maybe, which I've been meaning to watch but never got around to. It was actually pretty good, but went until midnight-ish and it sorta dragged out for long enough, the movie felt like it took forever. It was kinda depressing in a few ways, but otherwise it wasn't that bad, I liked the ending. ^^
Ooosh, &&i got a story idea when listening to "When It Was Me" by Paula DeAnda, and sorta based on my past relationships with someone-whom-I-shall-not-mention right here. It's a really good idea, still in the beginning stages, but I think I'll prolly put it up on FictionPress. -nodnod- Once I write it out, of course, lol.

Otherwise, this morning I woke up at 9ish and was reading in bed a bit, too tired to really get up and do anything else. &&then I ate some breakkie (an apple crumble muffin XP) and made a new font (my avatar.starried account:]) on Neopets, cringe - incoherantly - miraciously one based on my msn name, based on those three words that I had on an open Mircosoft Word document - I had used the word cringe and wanted synonyms, Justin had used incoherantly and I thought he had spelled that wrong, and then I have no idea where miraciously came from, but it was on there as well, lol. When I was about to close the document, completely forgetting about those words, I saw them and they really struck a chord. Only I can't remember what I was really feeling then, but they just seemed so important I couldn't let them go... so I put them as my msn name ^^

Wed's Wanderings;)

Okaiis, so I've had another coolio dream!! (L):] I've already explained it once to my sister, just a few minutes ago (mkaiis, more like 15 minutes, but still xp) so it's pretty clear though some parts're a bit difficult to explain. There were 2-3 different parts that weren't really connected, they were prolly two-to-three different dreams... Anywhoo - heres we go!~
So, it was in the afternoon, I think the last class of the day. Steven, a very mature kid from one of my classes last semester, who had all the answers, got the best marks in class and in my opinion was a bit of a show-off, know-it-all (dont take me wrong, I dont dislike know-it-alls, I can sometimes be one (depending on what topic, rofl) but -shrugs- I'unno) Anywhoo, Steven was upset because he hadn't gotten the best mark in class for this one test or assignment or something -legasp- ITS THE END OF ZEE WORLD!!! -overdramaticishness- && so I went up to him (btw, i had gotten the best mark ^_~) and'm like, "You know, yu don't always need the best mark." &&He was like, "Actually, yes I do!" &&so I'm like, "well, Why don't yu let someone else have the limelight for once, eh? Share the glory, if they deserve the mark!" And the teacher's like, Risa, don't. And I'm like, "No, I WILL!" haha XP And I went on to make this huge scene in class, it was quite entertaining, really =p
Then, in a whirlwind of whirlwindedness... esss... es (haha :P) there were my friends&I in this huge valley thingie, with a cliff-y mountain to the one side with rocky caves and all 'nd on the other side, the farrrr other side was this big old country house with an wrought iron gate around it. Anywhoo, apparantly the valley was going to flood so everyone was taking a plane to get out of there, and my friend Shays was making a big fuss over who would go on the same plane as her *cough* Anywhoo, I was in my cave-home thingie, looking through the hole in the roof and taking pics of the sky and the clouds(dont mind me, i have an odd obsession^^). Flameh's just watching me, lol, then we go out but all the planes have already left and the valley was starting to flood. I think I actually declined the offer to get on the plane (I'm weird in my dreams++water is my fav. so im not about to give up a flood rofl XD) anywho, so Flameh and I began to swim across the valley to the house, though some parts were shallow enough so that we could wade. Anywhoo, once we got to the house, we hopped the iron fence and miraculously, the other side was completely dry despite the sloshing water at the gates xp &&so then we went to the back, and the house had the wrap-around porch like those old Victorian-style mansions (methinks XD) and there was an old guy there with his dog and the dog began chasing us, so Flameh and I ran to the side and were about to go in through the side door to the kitchen, but then a doberman dog leapt from the shadows - Flameh slipped through into the kitchen, and, of course, the mean old doberman headed for me; so I turned around and ran back, but then the other dog cornered me as well. Thenn.... me's woke up =/ haha, that's not the first time I've dreamt of an oldish country house with dogs, but the flooding-valleys new.

Otherwise, Me's had a baddish night. I couldn't sleep until 4, and woke up at around 8... thankfully, I fell back asleep till ten. Then I ate some brekkie, did the dishes and read. I finished Twilight, before turning back to This Lullaby. I was supposedeth to meeteth with Meddie (aka Marina) but I didnt talk to her till 3:30ish and by then I had other plans... -feels bad- So I'm seeing her on Sat. Then, my sis and I got ready and went down to the mall, where we wandered around and bought some stuffish. Fun =) Then we walked home... Then I was just talking to Justin for a bit, and writing this down.

OH! &&I out a short story up on my fictionpress account (www.fictionpress.net/~risaisis) and ppl reviewed and THEY LIKED IT!!! -dances- That's good, cuz it wasn't my best piece. Yayness ^^
now, me needeth to go... shall update a bit latereth. buhbyesss!!! -waveth- :)

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! -dances- XP

Woaheee, today was a funfunfunfunnnyyy day!!! -parties- First of all, which is prettyyyyy aweesommmeenessssss, is that I turned 15 today. Luverly ^____~ One year closer to being able to drive!! ... Ooh, that's not so great. =P

I woke up, did some blechy math hmwk (extra blechy so i didnt do the last three-billion-kajillion questions rofl :P Actually, there was 11 and 12, except that 11 had six graphing parts to it (!) and 12 was st00pid teehee) and then just hung around a bit before going over to Ivy's place and we were *supposed* to watch a movie but we's got sidetracked and were listening/singing to fun music, playing on the comp and watching some pointless show on tv rofl XP I think it was about some cow and other barn animals in a farm.... being weird :P &&i distinctively remember there being a space-monkey who wanted to get rid of the cow... o_O'' XP

Then we went to the movies and we got a small popcorn loaded with butter, two large cokes, a bag of cotton candy and large fuzzy peaches!! WheeeeeeeesugarzomcsugarrushandhahahahypernessrulesZOMCshopping!! :P

We watched Penelope and we were really loud and obnoxious and ticked off several peoples, rofl but there was no reason for them to be mad b/c we were loud and laughing and talking loudly and being extra hyper-loud (rofl) before the movie had even started, during the trailers. Sheesh, I mean seriously. And this one lady, she wanted us to stop talking about some things because her boy was ten years old. But, oh-la-la, then came on a commercial with two "lovers" touching each other because their skin was "irresitabley soft" and she didn't do anything. -rolls eyes- XDDD But, the actual movie was really good, my sister won tickets from some Ardene contest to go see it, she also won the scarf and a movie poster. BUt I feel really bad because my sister wanted some sisterly alone time with me, and so she went to go see Fools Gold with my mommy instead. I'ma gunna buy some tickets for Penelope and my sis&&i can go see it on Saturday, hopefully that'll cheer her up ^^;;




EDIT: Well, the day was fun. The night? Wasn't so much. You know what I have realized? Life is a stupid, stupid, stupid rollar coaster that usually doesnt like its passengars and apparantly hates me. ;-; I really dont feel like re-living the stupid details that made this day(night) so stupid, but let's just say... that it's pretty stupid. DX As Ivy, said "Life’s tough. – Life’s so tough, no one gets out of it alive" haha. Anywhoo, I'ma gunna do what I usually do when life becomes a stupid hellish place; try not to think, have fun with my bffs and shop/read/write. And, lookies at this! It's alright 1:01 am. I should prolly get to sleep, I'm going over to Marina's tomorrow. -huggles Med- *shoutout*Hope everything goes well with him ;);) I'm sure it will, lol. ^-^ Mall on Thursday, Friday am going to be out some more... somewhere in between I'll squeeze in a good writing session... -looks worried- I hope... I really haven't been getting on the guilds lately (btw for those of yu who don't know, I roleplay Warriors (By Erin Hunter) and Teen DNA.) and it's really been killing me, especially because I'm on council on all of my guilds, and I have been neglecting my babies... -sniffles- I had hoped March Break would cure my in-activeness but, really, it's just been making everything so much worse. AND OH SNAP I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING -sobs- wells, ima... gunna... write. im not tired, and I cant sleep anywaiis. Hopefully I can write something todaysers.... -sighs-
-shuffles off dejectedly-

Another EDIT: So, I looked up my horoscope for today (march 11) and it said "Pisces - February 19 - March 20 - Love is in the air and you can't help but get carried away by it! No matter what your romantic situation is today, it is going to be improved by tonight. Let the good energy work through you. " Uhmmm... I guess today's an off day, or something cuz my horoscope isn't exactly... correct. Hmm. =/ Unless, the above -pokes- edit is a blessing in disguise or something...?? Hopefully something works out, because right now my muse is dead, and I've taken to reading OcherMe's Twilight fanfiction, particularly Souless (the first of her's that I've read, and one of my favourites!<3)
xoxo (L) ciao!
~Risa

Monday Morning(:

Soo, I never did update last night, even though something interesting *did* happen =) This guy, Andrew, and I were talking and then he asked me out and then I said yes and then we're meeting up on Saturday. Should be fun ^^ We talked for about 2-3 hours, I wasn't really keeping track of time, rofl. Then I went to sleep even though I really wasn't tired... &&woke up at 9am XP Now, I'm just listening to Rihanna's new CD, and reading a bit of Twilight. Vampy baseball anyone? Haha ;)
Anywaiis, I prolly should go check my inbox, I have about 2o emails... I haven't actually opened anything for a few weeks cuz I've been lazy and haven't wanted to deal with chain letters XD

Every Day is Saturday Night, but I cant Wait for Sunday Morning

Wow, I haven't heard this song in forever!! "Sunday Morning" by K-os. Last year, my friends (Zahra&&Marina) had this song in our heads for a whole day(on the day of a fieldtrip, no less, rofl XP) and we were singing v. loudly and slightly off-tune (at times, rofl). Oooh, such good memories XP
So, this morning I wasnt' feeling quite well so I just ate a bit of brekkie, before curling up on the couch reading. At first, I was just reading Twilight a bit, but then I took out Just Listen by Sarah Dessen (I'll say it again, she's an amazing author with the best teen-fiction novels. Seriously. Go read them. NOW OR ELSE... (= ) And then my daddy made me a fruit salad so that was good ^-^ I was feeling a bit better later on, and even finished Just Listen so I'm gunna finish Twilight and I'm also starting This Lullaby. Yesss that is possible -nods stubbornly- XDD Anywhoo, I ate a bit of choco-fudge cookie cheese cake which was actually quite tasteful and now I want ice cream =P 'A smooth peanut butter center and luscious choco-ice cream, covered in a rich milk chocolatey coating containing cruncy peanut pieces', to be more precise. President's Choice. Absolutely, v de-lish. ;) haha, it's the best (= anywaiiss, that's about it. I'll update later on tonight if anything interesting happens, but I've had a pretty dull day so far, so no hopes....
Ooh, and to add to my boring day;; Shays can't meet up with Ivy, Flameh and I on Tuesday because she's busy. How suckish. =/


But, ooosh, I *totally* forgot!!~ I had an interesting dream last night, somewhere between when I woke up really early around 7 to when I woke up completely, later at 8:30. Of course, it has faded to a misty memory over the course of the day - to be expected - but I remember the basic basicness of the dream :P It was at my old, old, old, old -counts on fingers- ... one more old.... old place up the Mountain, I think it was my favourite house we've lived at anywaiis. XP The neighbourhood was pretty pwnsome and Becky, my friend there, was awesome, with a v hot older brother and cutenik friends ;) Haha, he was a year older, methinks... Anywaiis, that doesn't matter seeing as neither Becky nor her siblings were in my dream. Instead, my current friends(cant' remember for sure who), my ex-bf and (I think) possibly my sister were there... And we were playing this game we - aka Becky, my sis, several other kids&&I - used to play, called Hunter, at the local park. Only, we were running behind the sort-of alley that ran behind all of the houses, playing a sort of tag game... I was with either my sister or a friend... and we were hiding from my ex and whoever his partner was, another friend I think... dunno... Anywhoo, we were hiding in one of the back yards and they ran past us, then we snuck out and were then running after them though they didn't realize we were behind them. We came out to this clearing where my ex and his friend were waiting and then we talked a bit... &&he came up to me (my ex, not his friend =P) & said he wanted to still be friends, and we should talk more and all. It was pretty weird cuz even though in real life we said we'd still try and talk, we actually haven't. Of course. XP So, yuppers. No flying, nothing really special but I felt like putting it up anywaiis. ^-^''