Sooo. after I left, I got to school... the Expression and band (Celtic Fusion) had an all day practice/performance so member sgot out of class... so that meant half our classes were empty xp
we had a a supply for gym today, 'cause Miss G is away for 5 weeks cos she has surgery. our supply was... Mr Lefleur or something... we call him Mr Flowerman, because 'fleur' is French for flowers for those non-french peoples out there xp ... and today while we were doing our dance (because this dance instructor, Mrs. Agro, came in and taught us a "simple" hiphip routine to Ciara's Get Up) and he was talking and laughing at us with the other teacher... it was really mean! =( and im afraid to go swimming tomorrow cos he'll be there... cos Miss Gallegher, our teacher, she was like, well if yu have yur period and cant swim tell the teacher... imagne telling him! ;o Haha xp Anywhoo.... uhm, in drama me and Carolyne were just sitting out in the hall, listening to my mp3 and talking. Haha, we practised a bit on our mime presentation, but... -shrugs- today was a pretty mellow day... I spent half of lunch and math wondering if and how I should ask Jess out today... when I actually got to science class though, it seems like I froze... it was... weird. =/ So I'll ask him (hopefully) tomorrow...
After school, at rehearsal Kyle and Shays were talking... they decided to be "just ffriends" though obviously something's wrong.. Kyle's still upset, though whether with Shays or Natalie or whoever else, I dunt really know... after school, Shays, Flameh, Klaud and I went and hung at the park. Flamehs was like, trying to kill me, I swear! Cos I was swinging on the swings (... duh xp) listening to my mp3 and they wanted to play Sand man and apparantly couldn't play without me, hehe, so she came up, dragged me off the swing and onto the playground. I was screaming at her, lmao. xp she almost broke my leg, and jabbed my back with her finger sooo much, I think I have bruises!! =( Hehe, then we came and hung at my place... before they had to leave...
now, I'm just listening to music, talking to Med, Glen, Sean, Ivy and kyle... thinking... wondering what I should bring for swimming tomorrow, as well as wondering if I should write anything... haven't written anything despite my promises to ymself... but, like i said, I've had a mellow day... though, at lunch, Ivy and Natasha and I were singing songs from Barbie: Princess and the Pauper, lmfao!!! I know, pretty surprising, but the songs are amazing and we had soo much fun, lmao!! XPP
but, yeaa... that was my pretty depressing day... nothing upbeat todya, lol... xp maybe tomorrow'll be funner... oosh,and I gotta remember not to be too gullible, and not to believe everything I hear tomorrow... 'Cos it being April Fools' Day and all, hehe xp
buhbyess!!~ Clara
Monday, March 31, 2008
Dreaminess.xx
So, last night while I was falling asleep I could not stop thinking about my story, The End/The Drowning. I thought of a nice twist for it, and I was thinking of how I would write it out - I'll prolly start writing a bit at school, or else write the 24th chapter of Inkpoison! :) Then I fell asleep around 11:30ish, I think... and I dreamt... Hopefully by the end of the day I'll still remember because I don't have the time to write the whole dream right now (7:27am! I need to get ready for school... ;-;) but I do know that I woke up at 3, listened to the rain pounding on the roof before slipping back into my dream, at 4, tossed and turned, fell back asleep - woke up at 5, tossed and turned, fell back asleep until I woke up 28 minutes ago, hehe xp.
My horiscope for today is this...
Pisces February 19 - March 20Brainy energy is everywhere today and you can take advantage of it by coming up with a few hot new ideas or just solving that one problem that has been haunting your dreams lately.
hmm, maybe I'll get some new story ideas! (I've already gotten one today, from my dream!&&I wasn't flying, I remember clearly it had to do with boys.. hehe ;] ) or maybe I'll figure out my dream, 'xcept that I think I've already figured it out... there was Andrew, Glen Ivy, and some other person who I'm not exactly sure but I know they like(d) me! I tried asking them why they were in my dream (like Med told us to:P) but they wouldn't respond.... =/
But I remember, the unknown guy, he' like "Ivy's a nice girl, but she's not my type... but, yu, Clarisa, I'd gladly have yur name on a locket around my neck..." or something like that.... Pfft, yu think I can remember the exact words? rofl XP But I think I may have ruined it, because he was friends with Andrew, and so he invited Andrew to the convo (it was on msn, of course, lmfao!) and Andrew saw it was me and blocked me, leaving the convo... then the guy (whatever his name was) was like, woah what was that about? But obviously Andrew filled him because he didn't say anything for a while... so I spilt the whole story to him, like, every single little detail! .... and, I'll add some more after school, but now it's 7:33 and I'm running out of time... ;-;
G'byes!~
My horiscope for today is this...
Pisces February 19 - March 20Brainy energy is everywhere today and you can take advantage of it by coming up with a few hot new ideas or just solving that one problem that has been haunting your dreams lately.
hmm, maybe I'll get some new story ideas! (I've already gotten one today, from my dream!&&I wasn't flying, I remember clearly it had to do with boys.. hehe ;] ) or maybe I'll figure out my dream, 'xcept that I think I've already figured it out... there was Andrew, Glen Ivy, and some other person who I'm not exactly sure but I know they like(d) me! I tried asking them why they were in my dream (like Med told us to:P) but they wouldn't respond.... =/
But I remember, the unknown guy, he' like "Ivy's a nice girl, but she's not my type... but, yu, Clarisa, I'd gladly have yur name on a locket around my neck..." or something like that.... Pfft, yu think I can remember the exact words? rofl XP But I think I may have ruined it, because he was friends with Andrew, and so he invited Andrew to the convo (it was on msn, of course, lmfao!) and Andrew saw it was me and blocked me, leaving the convo... then the guy (whatever his name was) was like, woah what was that about? But obviously Andrew filled him because he didn't say anything for a while... so I spilt the whole story to him, like, every single little detail! .... and, I'll add some more after school, but now it's 7:33 and I'm running out of time... ;-;
G'byes!~
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sat'29 Sun'3o
Soo, after I updated yesterday morning, my sister and I got dressed and went out to get some bread for my mom... it was nice out, so I wore my capris... and we also got some chocolate =) We dropped off the bags at our place before heading over to the park and we just hung out on the swings... talking, listening to music, etc. My legs were freezing as it got cooler out, and when we finally started back home, we could hardly walk! lol xp Then it was Earth hour so my mom made me shut off my lappie and I couldn't even listen to my MP3!! :'( So we sat around the table downstairs, talking.... we had a few candles on... I asked my mom, Im like "Well if I cant listen to my music, I can write. Pass a peice of paper?" and shes like, "No, that's killing trees." and I'm like, o: "I RECYCLE!" but she still wouldn't pass me one, so I grabbed a pen and threatened to write on my arm.... she just looked at me funny, so then I did, I wrote in my loopy handwriting on my arm... Can't remember what it was... but my mom then grabbed the pen from me xp She's like, Go wash that off! and I'm like, Pfft are yu crazy? I cant use hot water... plus no lights ;) so then.... I was pouting and acting all upset... we looked at the stars for a bit... then my sister heard some thumping noises, then my mom heard them. She's like, zomg whats that?! and then my sister started seeing skeletons in the shadows. They were soo freaked out, so my mom jumped up and flicked on the light, she was like Ok, that's it!! Then we realized it was already 9:15 so the hour was over (it had gone from 8 till 9) so we're like, pheww! Then I was talking some with Nina(she told me to do o.a.j.o. on monday, which I agree with! o.a.j.o. = operation ask jess out xp), Glen, Carolyne, Shays... and ppls :P I was feeling a bit left out cos Flameh and Shays were always together and I was never with them (out of school) but then they're like, awhh no we still love yu! So Im like, mkaiis.... then I was reading OcherMe's Souless which made me cry! :'( and also her story (which I edited -feels proud-) Cold as Fire. They are both Edward angsty... sooo sad... soo good! hehe xp
&&then Med also told Eddie that she likes him!! She's like, "Yu may think I'm crazy, but I think I like yu...." and he's like, "To be straight up, I think yu're cute and amazing..." blahblahblah... but OMG!!!! -dances- I'm SOOO happy for Med!!! Hehe, but now... Idunno... hope things work out, hehe xp
Then I went to sleepish around 1.... woke up around 1o =)
I ate... got dressed... then went out to Costco with my mommy and sister... OMG my mp3 crashed and it totally pissed me off!! It was terrible, I was like mourning for the no-musicness and my mom was like, For God's sake, it's a peice of technology, get over it! &&im like, whooaaa rawwr-much??! She was in a bad mood today... =/ (now it's working, I think... -crosses fingers-) anywhoo, we bought a bunch of stuffiness, then went to the mall, to Garage. I spent about 80 dollars there... used up my two gift cards ... for an adorable white-blue-and-pink plaid bikini, a white shirt with purple flowers on the side, and a white tee-shirt. xp cos we're swimming in gym class on tuesday and thursday! -claps- I cant wait! I dont really mind getting my hair wet, because we're gunna swim!! I wish we had more swimming days though... I ♥ swimming!! xp
Then, I got back home... listened to a bit of music, before my sis and I decided to head over to the park (been to the park half this week! Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat and today! haha xp) and we just hung out, singing loudly to the songs that we could remember... she saw her ex (who she may or may not still like... xp) and they were flinging insults back and forth, rofl! xp We froze our asses off once again! haha. then I got home and took a hot showerr, and omg i saw a spider! lmao, I totally freaked when I first saw it but once I calmed down I talked to it a bit... (yes, I talk to spiders... no, im not insane... no, no - why are yu calling the Men in White?! I DONOT need to go to the asylum!! NUUU!) haha, I'm like "Heyy Mr... or Ms... Spider! Mind givin me some privacy? I promise I wont splash yu, just that... yu're freaking me out a bit... hehe..." then the Spider crawled away... I saw it a bit later, and I started talking to it again... "heyy sweetie, awhh yu must be hungry! there's no flies to eat =( Dont worreh, summer'll be here soon and yu can feast all yu want! that'll be nice ^^;;" hehe, Im so weird!! heyy, at least I can admit it, right? Right! ;)
Then Ivy was taunting me with some info... she said that a few guys liked me at school. So I asked her who, what, why, when, where??! And she wouldn't tell me! I asked her to give me some clues, I asked her some simple yes-or-no questions but she wouldn't tell me anything!! I thought she might be playing me, just trying to cheer me up or something but she says she isn't... I believe her... but... ARGHH!!! I just wish they'd say soo!! I asked Ivy again just now, and she's now distracting me (or she thinks she distracting me, but I know they are distractions so then I'm not distracted, but I'm pretending to be distracted so she'll fall into a false sense of security.... if that makes sense xp) with some mangaish quotes or something, lol xp
then Im also talking with Glen... &&obsessing about Twilight... as usual... only, the Twilight-obsessing comes up in spurts, lol xp its weird hehe.
anywhoo, needta go now... not much else to say, so... xp
xoxo ♥♥ ciaosss, Clarisa
&&then Med also told Eddie that she likes him!! She's like, "Yu may think I'm crazy, but I think I like yu...." and he's like, "To be straight up, I think yu're cute and amazing..." blahblahblah... but OMG!!!! -dances- I'm SOOO happy for Med!!! Hehe, but now... Idunno... hope things work out, hehe xp
Then I went to sleepish around 1.... woke up around 1o =)
I ate... got dressed... then went out to Costco with my mommy and sister... OMG my mp3 crashed and it totally pissed me off!! It was terrible, I was like mourning for the no-musicness and my mom was like, For God's sake, it's a peice of technology, get over it! &&im like, whooaaa rawwr-much??! She was in a bad mood today... =/ (now it's working, I think... -crosses fingers-) anywhoo, we bought a bunch of stuffiness, then went to the mall, to Garage. I spent about 80 dollars there... used up my two gift cards ... for an adorable white-blue-and-pink plaid bikini, a white shirt with purple flowers on the side, and a white tee-shirt. xp cos we're swimming in gym class on tuesday and thursday! -claps- I cant wait! I dont really mind getting my hair wet, because we're gunna swim!! I wish we had more swimming days though... I ♥ swimming!! xp
Then, I got back home... listened to a bit of music, before my sis and I decided to head over to the park (been to the park half this week! Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat and today! haha xp) and we just hung out, singing loudly to the songs that we could remember... she saw her ex (who she may or may not still like... xp) and they were flinging insults back and forth, rofl! xp We froze our asses off once again! haha. then I got home and took a hot showerr, and omg i saw a spider! lmao, I totally freaked when I first saw it but once I calmed down I talked to it a bit... (yes, I talk to spiders... no, im not insane... no, no - why are yu calling the Men in White?! I DONOT need to go to the asylum!! NUUU!) haha, I'm like "Heyy Mr... or Ms... Spider! Mind givin me some privacy? I promise I wont splash yu, just that... yu're freaking me out a bit... hehe..." then the Spider crawled away... I saw it a bit later, and I started talking to it again... "heyy sweetie, awhh yu must be hungry! there's no flies to eat =( Dont worreh, summer'll be here soon and yu can feast all yu want! that'll be nice ^^;;" hehe, Im so weird!! heyy, at least I can admit it, right? Right! ;)
Then Ivy was taunting me with some info... she said that a few guys liked me at school. So I asked her who, what, why, when, where??! And she wouldn't tell me! I asked her to give me some clues, I asked her some simple yes-or-no questions but she wouldn't tell me anything!! I thought she might be playing me, just trying to cheer me up or something but she says she isn't... I believe her... but... ARGHH!!! I just wish they'd say soo!! I asked Ivy again just now, and she's now distracting me (or she thinks she distracting me, but I know they are distractions so then I'm not distracted, but I'm pretending to be distracted so she'll fall into a false sense of security.... if that makes sense xp) with some mangaish quotes or something, lol xp
then Im also talking with Glen... &&obsessing about Twilight... as usual... only, the Twilight-obsessing comes up in spurts, lol xp its weird hehe.
anywhoo, needta go now... not much else to say, so... xp
xoxo ♥♥ ciaosss, Clarisa
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Fri+
Ookaiiss there. Another up-and-down day... -sniffles-
Well, actually, this is Saturday morning because I was too tired and worn out to update last night... I had a few dreams last night... the one was sort of a half-dream because I was also half-awake, I think... Sean and I were texting... nothing new or special... I forgot to ask him why he was in my dream though, lol (Marina told Shays and I to ask that question whenever someone is in our dream cuz they'll tell yu why.... or somethin.... xp) and there were a couple other dreams, but I cant remember them... Then Winnie and Puzzle came and cuddled with me, I opened my blinds and let the sun shine through... it was nice (=
Now, I'm just havin a nice hot chocolate with whipped cream while writing this...
So, yesterday morning (Friday, in case yu forgot xp) I woke up about five different times, I really couldn't sleep. I woke at 4, 5, 5:30, 6 then just sat and listened to music until I finally fell back asleep at at 6:50... only to wake up again at 7:10 to get ready for school...
I got to school, and went to class early (about 5 minutes before the bell rang) so I could study for my health test because I didn't get much studying in the night before... I mean, I looked over my notes but I just didnt get what it said, lol. I couldn't concentrate... And then classes were all shortened to about 55 minutes because we had an assembly at fifth period (which started at 12) anywhoo, I think I did alright on my health test, though I couldn't remember the multiple choice and some of the true or false questions... then in drama Kyle told me that we had a supply for science (he has science first period) and that the quiz was postponed, so I'm like, yay! XP At lunch, math, science were pretty boring themselves... hung out, talked at lunch... test durin math... note-taking in science... the assembly was sad =( =( =( &&then back in science class we had about half an hour to do nothin to do so we whipped out our cells, mp3s, iPods, etc. and just hung out and chatted.... at rehearsal, I gave Elisa my copy of Eclipse and Casey my copy of Twilight and I am now their favourite persons! Hehe xp (Casey was re-reading the series, Elisa was reading Eclipse for the first time...) then I hung out with Kyle a bit after, waiting for his dad to come pick him up... when I got home, I asked Med if she wanted to go out to the park, and Klaud joined us... we were at the park for a bit, then wandered to the survey over... it was fun... then Med came over to my place and we hung out till 8:45 when I had to walk her half-way home for 9. I came back and was just talking with Glen, Kyle and Ivy, then a bit later Nina.... Ivy was really upset, which made me upset and then my low self-esteem came back to haunt me... I was almost crying except I can't cry just like that -snaps fingeres- though I really felt like crying just then. and then Kyle was talking about all his problems and I couldnt really take it all, I couldnt think at all... So then I spilled everything (almost.... ) to Kyle and Ivy and Glen and Nina and they told me to stop thinking like that because I was an amazing person, blahblahblah... haha, I sorta believe them, but... anywhoo I feel better, not by much, but still... Then Nina was having some guy trouble&bff trouble so I helped her, and she told me I should ask out Jess on Monday which I was thinking of anywaiis... &&I wasnt really talking to Sean that much, lol, so Im not sure what's going on there.... 'cuz I'm confused... Ivy sent me the song "Bad Day" and I was listening to it for about an hour, hehe...
Now, my horoscope says "Pisces February 19 - March 20;; Kick back and take five -- today is much easier than the few that preceded it! Your challenges seem to melt away in the face of your good energy. You may want to take a broader look at your life. " so that's a relief! My sister bought the ASTROgirl mag and I was reading that as well, and telling Nina about the stuff as well, it explained a whole ton lmfao.
So, yupp.... very up-and-down... thankfully, today should be much better!!! -dances- Now,I shall go... buhbyess!~ (=
Well, actually, this is Saturday morning because I was too tired and worn out to update last night... I had a few dreams last night... the one was sort of a half-dream because I was also half-awake, I think... Sean and I were texting... nothing new or special... I forgot to ask him why he was in my dream though, lol (Marina told Shays and I to ask that question whenever someone is in our dream cuz they'll tell yu why.... or somethin.... xp) and there were a couple other dreams, but I cant remember them... Then Winnie and Puzzle came and cuddled with me, I opened my blinds and let the sun shine through... it was nice (=
Now, I'm just havin a nice hot chocolate with whipped cream while writing this...
So, yesterday morning (Friday, in case yu forgot xp) I woke up about five different times, I really couldn't sleep. I woke at 4, 5, 5:30, 6 then just sat and listened to music until I finally fell back asleep at at 6:50... only to wake up again at 7:10 to get ready for school...
I got to school, and went to class early (about 5 minutes before the bell rang) so I could study for my health test because I didn't get much studying in the night before... I mean, I looked over my notes but I just didnt get what it said, lol. I couldn't concentrate... And then classes were all shortened to about 55 minutes because we had an assembly at fifth period (which started at 12) anywhoo, I think I did alright on my health test, though I couldn't remember the multiple choice and some of the true or false questions... then in drama Kyle told me that we had a supply for science (he has science first period) and that the quiz was postponed, so I'm like, yay! XP At lunch, math, science were pretty boring themselves... hung out, talked at lunch... test durin math... note-taking in science... the assembly was sad =( =( =( &&then back in science class we had about half an hour to do nothin to do so we whipped out our cells, mp3s, iPods, etc. and just hung out and chatted.... at rehearsal, I gave Elisa my copy of Eclipse and Casey my copy of Twilight and I am now their favourite persons! Hehe xp (Casey was re-reading the series, Elisa was reading Eclipse for the first time...) then I hung out with Kyle a bit after, waiting for his dad to come pick him up... when I got home, I asked Med if she wanted to go out to the park, and Klaud joined us... we were at the park for a bit, then wandered to the survey over... it was fun... then Med came over to my place and we hung out till 8:45 when I had to walk her half-way home for 9. I came back and was just talking with Glen, Kyle and Ivy, then a bit later Nina.... Ivy was really upset, which made me upset and then my low self-esteem came back to haunt me... I was almost crying except I can't cry just like that -snaps fingeres- though I really felt like crying just then. and then Kyle was talking about all his problems and I couldnt really take it all, I couldnt think at all... So then I spilled everything (almost.... ) to Kyle and Ivy and Glen and Nina and they told me to stop thinking like that because I was an amazing person, blahblahblah... haha, I sorta believe them, but... anywhoo I feel better, not by much, but still... Then Nina was having some guy trouble&bff trouble so I helped her, and she told me I should ask out Jess on Monday which I was thinking of anywaiis... &&I wasnt really talking to Sean that much, lol, so Im not sure what's going on there.... 'cuz I'm confused... Ivy sent me the song "Bad Day" and I was listening to it for about an hour, hehe...
Now, my horoscope says "Pisces February 19 - March 20;; Kick back and take five -- today is much easier than the few that preceded it! Your challenges seem to melt away in the face of your good energy. You may want to take a broader look at your life. " so that's a relief! My sister bought the ASTROgirl mag and I was reading that as well, and telling Nina about the stuff as well, it explained a whole ton lmfao.
So, yupp.... very up-and-down... thankfully, today should be much better!!! -dances- Now,I shall go... buhbyess!~ (=
Thursday, March 27, 2008
zomg xp
Woahhh, I've forgotten to update again! Actually, not 'forgotten'... just...more like 'kinda got sidetracked' xp
Mkaiis, well its been another hellish, up-and-down week! Hooray!! -twirls finger sarcastically-
so... backtracking back to Tuesday.... BTW Happy 16th Birthday Nathan!!! (= (the 25th)
hehe xp anywaiis, school was normal, health was pretty hilarious as Mr. DiBenedetto came in and started drawing on the boards and telling us stories about his life. Drama, lunch, math, science... all were normal, lunch was funny (we talked about llamas and ponies!) and stuff... and Spencer tried to steal my notebook from me!! :o But I got it back before he could reach much, lol xp Uhm, oh yeaa... I have 2 tests (health and math) and 1 quiz (science) tomorrow, hehe. Our science quiz was supposed to be today but that got postponed, more on that later...
At play practice, Elisa was reading New Moon, and she was at the end so she finished and got so mad because she said it was a bad place for the book to finish at xp Then she had to go onstage so I took it, and flipped open to when Edward leaves Bella, and I started crying!! It was sooo sad, lmfao! -giggles-
And then after school I was talking more with Sean, and Andrew prolly unblocked me later on Tuesday as well.... uhm, then we (Sean and I) were just talking, he challenged me to a poem battle, lmao! Only he was a bit better at rapping... and I only had that one poem about Dappledpaw... 'cuz I'm terrible at poems, words just don't rhyme for me! Though I'm much better at fictional stories (= then we were talking about life, and he's like so how's life? And I'm like, ehh, miserable. And he asked me why, so I told him that I have too many crushes so he asked me who. I told him one of them... and then im like "and some other kid:)" and he's like, "which other kid?" and ivy told me to tell him so I'm like, "Well, yu..." and he's like "seriously?" and Im like, "yeaa...." and he's like, "lol, we're not a good match" or something like that. So, I'm like "well, opposites attract... but dont feel obliged to like me that way as well" and he's like, woahh slow down I never said I didn't like you! And I'm like, Uhmmm... :S Yeaa.. that was interesting, lmao.
That was tuesday ^-^
Yesterday, well... school was the same as always, I guess. More funny stuff which I may or may not put up a bit later (of course I took the quotes down in my notebook! lmao!) I dont really remember much, except that in science I was talking with Jess and then we did another lab with the mass, volume and density of six wooden blocks... then, after school, the sky was so blue and the sun was soo sunny! So, even though I was talking with Sean and Med was talking with Eddie, I asked Med if she wanted to meet up and go to the park, spend some time outside. So my sister, Med and I went to the park and we were on the swings, catching up, discussing our guys problems, and (in klaudia's and med's case) plan on stealing these kids' bikes and riding away (klaudia had a good reason, lol, they were guys from Klaud's old school and she didnt like them and they didnt like her xp they were her ex's friends rofl) but we never did. And I was swinging really high and got lost in the blue, blue sky, it was kinda scary but still pretty cool!! Then Marina's like, Heyy we should have a sleepover!! Sooo spur of the moment! So we run back to my place, ask my mom (she said yes :)) and then get my stuff.... then Med's like, We should invite Shays!!! So we call Shays and she's allowed as well, so we walk to pick up Shays, then head to Med's, lmao. (btw, the gr1os had literacy testing the next day, so it was a half day... school started at 12:15... so we could sleep over xp) so we bought green apple pop and chips and Heavenly Hash Icecream (we almost forgot to pay for it, zomc!!) lmfao!! We were sooo hyper and played cards and read 47 Things To Do While ordering Pizza and 101 Things to Do In A Movie Theatre and we were laughing soooo much!!! Med and Shays named like half of my different laughs!! There's the nose laugh, the blonde laugh, the giggly laugh, the tired laugh, the loud and obnoxious laugh.... omg, lmfao. and then we didnt fall asleep till 2 am... ill write in all the quotes that i have from last night a bit later... omg i got like 8 and a half pages from just that one night!!! it was effing hilarious, we are definately doing that again!! And Med's dog Coco was adorable!!!! ♥♥♥ =)
Then this morning we woke up around 9:30 and just hung around, watching tv, waiting for the butter to thaw for breakfast (lmfao) and chatting until 10:30ish when Shays and I had to get ready for school... Med's school didnt start till 1 :P So then Med walked with us till we met up with Flameh, then us three walked to school while Med walked back.... classes were like 26 minutes long, lmfao. health, drama, lunch all went by quickly... math... then in science, we were supposed to have a quiz 'xcept only like 7 people showed up so Miss postponed the quiz till tomorrow.... so instead Jess, Melissa S, Shays, Bishoy, Paul(i think thats his name xp), Nicole and I talked and played hang man boys vs. girls, it was funny. We won, girls - 2 boys - 1 ... or something like that... then Miss let us out early!! And since we didnt have rehearsal, Ivy, Shays, Flameh and kyle and I went to the park and just hung out, chatting... I swung on the swings, thinking, we played truth or dare and stuff.... and then Kyle was chatting with me while everyone was over at the red swing, then he went to join them cuz I was swinging with my eyes closed... quite blissful, really... nad thinking about the -ing form of the singular form of dice... if yu figure that out... congrats!! yu get a cookie (= then I went home, took a long, hot shower and just relaxed.... then cranked the music and sang (because my mom and sister both werent home ^^) and talked on msn....
Uhm, and then I was talking with Glen, Med and Sean a bit.... hehe... and I blocked Andrew for a bit because he kept logging in and out (he might have been blocking and unblocking me, lol) and he was really annoying....&&he talked to me today as well! He's like "heyy" and Im like "wth, why are yu even talking to me?" and he's like "I realized it wasnt yur fault, yu didnt do anything" and im like, well its a bit late for that..." xp &&ive taken to telling myself I dont love him, I love who I thought he was, cuz he's a liar ;) hehe, so I guess I'm over him... sort of, anywaiis... I mean, I still think about him a bit but not as much as before.... I've even thought of the Perfect Plan, otherwise called O.F.A.M.O.A.S.H!!! Im not gunna say what it stands for, haha, are yu kidding??! I'd prolly go to jail... -blinkblink-
Mkaiis, well its been another hellish, up-and-down week! Hooray!! -twirls finger sarcastically-
so... backtracking back to Tuesday.... BTW Happy 16th Birthday Nathan!!! (= (the 25th)
hehe xp anywaiis, school was normal, health was pretty hilarious as Mr. DiBenedetto came in and started drawing on the boards and telling us stories about his life. Drama, lunch, math, science... all were normal, lunch was funny (we talked about llamas and ponies!) and stuff... and Spencer tried to steal my notebook from me!! :o But I got it back before he could reach much, lol xp Uhm, oh yeaa... I have 2 tests (health and math) and 1 quiz (science) tomorrow, hehe. Our science quiz was supposed to be today but that got postponed, more on that later...
At play practice, Elisa was reading New Moon, and she was at the end so she finished and got so mad because she said it was a bad place for the book to finish at xp Then she had to go onstage so I took it, and flipped open to when Edward leaves Bella, and I started crying!! It was sooo sad, lmfao! -giggles-
And then after school I was talking more with Sean, and Andrew prolly unblocked me later on Tuesday as well.... uhm, then we (Sean and I) were just talking, he challenged me to a poem battle, lmao! Only he was a bit better at rapping... and I only had that one poem about Dappledpaw... 'cuz I'm terrible at poems, words just don't rhyme for me! Though I'm much better at fictional stories (= then we were talking about life, and he's like so how's life? And I'm like, ehh, miserable. And he asked me why, so I told him that I have too many crushes so he asked me who. I told him one of them... and then im like "and some other kid:)" and he's like, "which other kid?" and ivy told me to tell him so I'm like, "Well, yu..." and he's like "seriously?" and Im like, "yeaa...." and he's like, "lol, we're not a good match" or something like that. So, I'm like "well, opposites attract... but dont feel obliged to like me that way as well" and he's like, woahh slow down I never said I didn't like you! And I'm like, Uhmmm... :S Yeaa.. that was interesting, lmao.
That was tuesday ^-^
Yesterday, well... school was the same as always, I guess. More funny stuff which I may or may not put up a bit later (of course I took the quotes down in my notebook! lmao!) I dont really remember much, except that in science I was talking with Jess and then we did another lab with the mass, volume and density of six wooden blocks... then, after school, the sky was so blue and the sun was soo sunny! So, even though I was talking with Sean and Med was talking with Eddie, I asked Med if she wanted to meet up and go to the park, spend some time outside. So my sister, Med and I went to the park and we were on the swings, catching up, discussing our guys problems, and (in klaudia's and med's case) plan on stealing these kids' bikes and riding away (klaudia had a good reason, lol, they were guys from Klaud's old school and she didnt like them and they didnt like her xp they were her ex's friends rofl) but we never did. And I was swinging really high and got lost in the blue, blue sky, it was kinda scary but still pretty cool!! Then Marina's like, Heyy we should have a sleepover!! Sooo spur of the moment! So we run back to my place, ask my mom (she said yes :)) and then get my stuff.... then Med's like, We should invite Shays!!! So we call Shays and she's allowed as well, so we walk to pick up Shays, then head to Med's, lmao. (btw, the gr1os had literacy testing the next day, so it was a half day... school started at 12:15... so we could sleep over xp) so we bought green apple pop and chips and Heavenly Hash Icecream (we almost forgot to pay for it, zomc!!) lmfao!! We were sooo hyper and played cards and read 47 Things To Do While ordering Pizza and 101 Things to Do In A Movie Theatre and we were laughing soooo much!!! Med and Shays named like half of my different laughs!! There's the nose laugh, the blonde laugh, the giggly laugh, the tired laugh, the loud and obnoxious laugh.... omg, lmfao. and then we didnt fall asleep till 2 am... ill write in all the quotes that i have from last night a bit later... omg i got like 8 and a half pages from just that one night!!! it was effing hilarious, we are definately doing that again!! And Med's dog Coco was adorable!!!! ♥♥♥ =)
Then this morning we woke up around 9:30 and just hung around, watching tv, waiting for the butter to thaw for breakfast (lmfao) and chatting until 10:30ish when Shays and I had to get ready for school... Med's school didnt start till 1 :P So then Med walked with us till we met up with Flameh, then us three walked to school while Med walked back.... classes were like 26 minutes long, lmfao. health, drama, lunch all went by quickly... math... then in science, we were supposed to have a quiz 'xcept only like 7 people showed up so Miss postponed the quiz till tomorrow.... so instead Jess, Melissa S, Shays, Bishoy, Paul(i think thats his name xp), Nicole and I talked and played hang man boys vs. girls, it was funny. We won, girls - 2 boys - 1 ... or something like that... then Miss let us out early!! And since we didnt have rehearsal, Ivy, Shays, Flameh and kyle and I went to the park and just hung out, chatting... I swung on the swings, thinking, we played truth or dare and stuff.... and then Kyle was chatting with me while everyone was over at the red swing, then he went to join them cuz I was swinging with my eyes closed... quite blissful, really... nad thinking about the -ing form of the singular form of dice... if yu figure that out... congrats!! yu get a cookie (= then I went home, took a long, hot shower and just relaxed.... then cranked the music and sang (because my mom and sister both werent home ^^) and talked on msn....
Uhm, and then I was talking with Glen, Med and Sean a bit.... hehe... and I blocked Andrew for a bit because he kept logging in and out (he might have been blocking and unblocking me, lol) and he was really annoying....&&he talked to me today as well! He's like "heyy" and Im like "wth, why are yu even talking to me?" and he's like "I realized it wasnt yur fault, yu didnt do anything" and im like, well its a bit late for that..." xp &&ive taken to telling myself I dont love him, I love who I thought he was, cuz he's a liar ;) hehe, so I guess I'm over him... sort of, anywaiis... I mean, I still think about him a bit but not as much as before.... I've even thought of the Perfect Plan, otherwise called O.F.A.M.O.A.S.H!!! Im not gunna say what it stands for, haha, are yu kidding??! I'd prolly go to jail... -blinkblink-
&&i've been writing a short story, titled The End... though I'm thinking of renaming it as The Drowning. Or something. it's about a girl named Mandy Clarke (Or Waterlilly... weird name, I know, but it works ;) ) who is suicidal (she's not emo, she's just really fed up with life) but at the last minute decides she really can't cut herself, so instead she goes for a walk in the rain... &&if I said anymore it would ruin the story (= I'll post it on fictionpress once I'm finished, I'll say here once it's up ^-^ Just thought I'd mention it, lol.
but now, its late and I really, really, really should go and studyyyy ... ewwhhh... xp
so, buhbyess!~ :)
xoxo ♥♥ ciaosss, Clarisa
Monday, March 24, 2008
Life is Miserable!:)
I need a new toothbrush.... my teeth hurt xp
annndd life definately is not a and-so-they-lived-happily-ever-after fairy tale.... more like one of those olden-days-Little-Red-Riding-Hood-got-eaten-by-the-wolf, Cinderella-didnt-get-her-Prince-Charming type fairy tales.... My day-to-day journeys are proof enough of that xp
-sighs-
So, lets start at the beginning. This morning, I woke up earlyish, 9o'clock am and was on the computer for a bit before heading down at around 10ish to eat breakfast. I had toast with Nutella... haha, I can still remember what I had, teehee... but I usually have that, so that's no surprise there xp After that, my mom and my sister went out to the mall at around 12ish after we ate some crenvusti (Romanian for weiners, which are actually yummy! Though I love the ones in Romania better, they're thinner and wayy yummier lol) . I was talking with Spencer, Marina and Glen... I think... No, because Glen was out to Toronto... maybes it was Ivy? I can't remember. Then I took a nice, long shower and blasted my music and sang along pretty loudly :) Then when my mom&&sister came home I went downstairs to help unpack with whatever groceries they had, though it was mostly stuff from the pharmacy. And my mom got me some strawberry lipgloss (because I had lost my sugar crystals one Dx ) ♥♥strawberry lipgloss = love ♥♥ hehe ^^
Then Ivy invited me over so I quickly got changed, straightened my hair and grabbed my mp3 and walked over to her place, where I met one of her friends, Stephenie. And Harvey was just adorable! He was soo sleepy, lol ♥:) So Ivy's mom gave us some homemade cake which was delish! Harvey leapt onto our laps trying to get to it, once even making Ivy spill her drink everywhere, lmao xp Then Steph left, so we went downstairs we watched Ned's Declassified on family, I think it was the finale... all through the couple episodes (it was a marathon) Ivy&&i were rooting for Moze and Ned to get together and we always were yelling at the tv when it didn't happen. And we were commenting on Ned as "The Wild Boy" or whatever the guy's name is, zomg that was fun!! XP Then Ivy's mom was intent on getting some food in me so she gave Ivy ten bucks and ordered us to walk to the pizza place just down the street so we went there and I was outside with Harvey while Ivy went inside getting me a pepperoni slice. She came out and I had a few bites ( i really wasnt hungry) and then we saw Shays with her mom, her sister and Coopy, her dog!! Cooper actually liked Harvey and they were sniffing each other... jumping around... humping each other -cough- it was pretty hilarious... xp after we hung out for a bit, Ivy and I went back to her place and onto msn... there is where the drama began... :/
So, Andrew was online and we were just talking but then Ivy started talking to him and he was being very rude so she kept pointing it out. And they argued a bit, and I wasn't sure if he knew it was Ivy talking, or if he thought it was me. So then I decided to apologize and he wasn't very... responsive, let's say... then Ivy and him got back to arguing... =/ and then he blocked me!!! :o -sniffles- && my msn name was something along the lines of "I still love yu but yu know I'm never going to forgive yu".... or something like that.... and, really, I felt pretty bad.... torn up... as if someone had wrenched out my heart, threw itt on the ground, stomped on it (repeatadly) and then just walked away, leaving it there to bleed.... well, maybe not that dramatic but still... it was pretty bad. the only really funny thing was when Ivy saw Nathan's personal msg which said "Wrist Cutters: The Love Story" and Ivy's like, "uhm.... Cookies.... I think you made him emo...." lmfao!! That was hilarious! &&her mommy made us some tea which helped a bit more (= &&when I got back to my place at 8ish I was talking with Glen, Ivy, Carolyne, Med and Sean.... And Sean actually gave me some pretty good advice, which isn't reeally that surprising once you thinking about it.... But then I had "I dont even care anymore" (which had been Sean's advice) and, really, I dont think I do. I mean, I still really like him (andrew, not sean) but I really could do without all this stupid drama. I mean, seriously. We're not together but there's no need to over-react like that. Pfft. Shows what kind of person yu really are. -rolls eyes- Plus, he was really rude!! I mean (and now I really do hope nobody I know reads this =p) even Sean was nicer. Sean. Whom I have not seen in two-three years and whom I only started talking again to recently. I mean, come on. Yu can do better than that, I'm sure of it!! xp And for a bit I was thinking that Glen was plotting against me but then I talked to her and she said she wasn't cuz she'd never do that, lol. Which was a relief, but also a disappointment because I actually liked the idea of what I thought that she was doing, lol.... if that made any sense at all to you, congrats!! You win a Cookie :) No, not a Choco-Covered Clara Cookies, a plain old Choco-chip Cookie. Poor yu xp
But, I guess that's all. Hols are over (again... how depressing...) and back to school tomorrow.... eww, gym... but at least wrestling is over and done with ^-^ I dunt think we're swimming till next week though... :'( BUt tomorrow I'm pretty sure we're in health.... haha.... anywhoo, I goes now... buhbyess!! -waveth- =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa
annndd life definately is not a and-so-they-lived-happily-ever-after fairy tale.... more like one of those olden-days-Little-Red-Riding-Hood-got-eaten-by-the-wolf, Cinderella-didnt-get-her-Prince-Charming type fairy tales.... My day-to-day journeys are proof enough of that xp
-sighs-
So, lets start at the beginning. This morning, I woke up earlyish, 9o'clock am and was on the computer for a bit before heading down at around 10ish to eat breakfast. I had toast with Nutella... haha, I can still remember what I had, teehee... but I usually have that, so that's no surprise there xp After that, my mom and my sister went out to the mall at around 12ish after we ate some crenvusti (Romanian for weiners, which are actually yummy! Though I love the ones in Romania better, they're thinner and wayy yummier lol) . I was talking with Spencer, Marina and Glen... I think... No, because Glen was out to Toronto... maybes it was Ivy? I can't remember. Then I took a nice, long shower and blasted my music and sang along pretty loudly :) Then when my mom&&sister came home I went downstairs to help unpack with whatever groceries they had, though it was mostly stuff from the pharmacy. And my mom got me some strawberry lipgloss (because I had lost my sugar crystals one Dx ) ♥♥strawberry lipgloss = love ♥♥ hehe ^^
Then Ivy invited me over so I quickly got changed, straightened my hair and grabbed my mp3 and walked over to her place, where I met one of her friends, Stephenie. And Harvey was just adorable! He was soo sleepy, lol ♥:) So Ivy's mom gave us some homemade cake which was delish! Harvey leapt onto our laps trying to get to it, once even making Ivy spill her drink everywhere, lmao xp Then Steph left, so we went downstairs we watched Ned's Declassified on family, I think it was the finale... all through the couple episodes (it was a marathon) Ivy&&i were rooting for Moze and Ned to get together and we always were yelling at the tv when it didn't happen. And we were commenting on Ned as "The Wild Boy" or whatever the guy's name is, zomg that was fun!! XP Then Ivy's mom was intent on getting some food in me so she gave Ivy ten bucks and ordered us to walk to the pizza place just down the street so we went there and I was outside with Harvey while Ivy went inside getting me a pepperoni slice. She came out and I had a few bites ( i really wasnt hungry) and then we saw Shays with her mom, her sister and Coopy, her dog!! Cooper actually liked Harvey and they were sniffing each other... jumping around... humping each other -cough- it was pretty hilarious... xp after we hung out for a bit, Ivy and I went back to her place and onto msn... there is where the drama began... :/
So, Andrew was online and we were just talking but then Ivy started talking to him and he was being very rude so she kept pointing it out. And they argued a bit, and I wasn't sure if he knew it was Ivy talking, or if he thought it was me. So then I decided to apologize and he wasn't very... responsive, let's say... then Ivy and him got back to arguing... =/ and then he blocked me!!! :o -sniffles- && my msn name was something along the lines of "I still love yu but yu know I'm never going to forgive yu".... or something like that.... and, really, I felt pretty bad.... torn up... as if someone had wrenched out my heart, threw itt on the ground, stomped on it (repeatadly) and then just walked away, leaving it there to bleed.... well, maybe not that dramatic but still... it was pretty bad. the only really funny thing was when Ivy saw Nathan's personal msg which said "Wrist Cutters: The Love Story" and Ivy's like, "uhm.... Cookies.... I think you made him emo...." lmfao!! That was hilarious! &&her mommy made us some tea which helped a bit more (= &&when I got back to my place at 8ish I was talking with Glen, Ivy, Carolyne, Med and Sean.... And Sean actually gave me some pretty good advice, which isn't reeally that surprising once you thinking about it.... But then I had "I dont even care anymore" (which had been Sean's advice) and, really, I dont think I do. I mean, I still really like him (andrew, not sean) but I really could do without all this stupid drama. I mean, seriously. We're not together but there's no need to over-react like that. Pfft. Shows what kind of person yu really are. -rolls eyes- Plus, he was really rude!! I mean (and now I really do hope nobody I know reads this =p) even Sean was nicer. Sean. Whom I have not seen in two-three years and whom I only started talking again to recently. I mean, come on. Yu can do better than that, I'm sure of it!! xp And for a bit I was thinking that Glen was plotting against me but then I talked to her and she said she wasn't cuz she'd never do that, lol. Which was a relief, but also a disappointment because I actually liked the idea of what I thought that she was doing, lol.... if that made any sense at all to you, congrats!! You win a Cookie :) No, not a Choco-Covered Clara Cookies, a plain old Choco-chip Cookie. Poor yu xp
But, I guess that's all. Hols are over (again... how depressing...) and back to school tomorrow.... eww, gym... but at least wrestling is over and done with ^-^ I dunt think we're swimming till next week though... :'( BUt tomorrow I'm pretty sure we're in health.... haha.... anywhoo, I goes now... buhbyess!! -waveth- =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa
Sunday, March 23, 2008
3days:)
Ooosh, so I totally didnt have the time to update for the last three days! (Friday... Saturday... and today, Sunday xp)
So, on Friday Ivy&&i woke up at around 8ish, but both of us didnt realize the other was awake so we didn't do much until 11, when Ivy's mom woke us up. Then we turned on the tv, ate breakkie and went on the comp for a bit ^-^ We listened to moosic (of course!~ :P) and sang along (= then at around 5ish my mommy came to pick us up and we went to the movies. We saw 1o, ooo BC!!! It was AMAZINNNGGGG XP The previews for Superhero Story had me laughing out loud, Ivy and I couldn't stop... we almost busted a gut, lmao.... &&the one line in the movie (1o, ooo BC, that is. not Superhero Story, lmao), with the star, was soo sweet! it went like... "See that star? It does not move across the night sky like all the others. It's light is like my love for you, forever in my heart." Awwhhhh! Isn't that the sweetest line everr?! It so is! ♥♥ :) &&the movie was amazing!! I almost cried 3 times.... when the one guy was sacraficed.... when the other guy was killed :( and then near the end of the movie, when the bad dude, who was dying, shot her with his arrow xp =( we had an amazing time, lmao. xp
thennn.... saturday.... i wasnt doing much, really. I woke up at around 8-9ish and just hung around... went on the computer for a bit, got through a couple quizzes on quizilla. Then my sister and I painted Easter Eggs!! ^-^ So fun! :) And my mommy told us that we're be moving to Edmonton in a few years... YAY!!! Shopping!!! -dances- But Im gunna miss all my friends! -sniffles- Maybes they can move in with us!!! But I told kyle and he said he hates me now :( He doesn't want me to move... Yay! I feel loved -grins-
Hehe, then Ivy dropped by during dinner with her new doggy she just got from the SPCA. Harvey was absolutely adorable!! Winnie didn't like him, obvi... she was acting as if he didn't exist, but at the beginning she was acting as if she were imagining things....We could just see her thinking, "oh shit, gotta cut back on all that catnip!!" lmfao. xp We took a bunch of quizzes on quizilla and we had fun listening to music and all. ^^ But after a couple hours, in which Harvey took a lap leaning against my leg (awhhh ♥♥) Ivy had to leave because it was getting dark out. XP I might be going over to her place again on monday (which is tomorrow. -nodnod- :P)
&&I was talking with Carolyne, we were talking in third person and completely confusing ourselves but it was pretty hilarious XDDDD
But then yesterday night was very traumatic.... so-very traumatizing... -dies- Because Andrew hadn't been talking to me... not really replying when I said heyy... reminds me of what I usually do/how I act when I want to get rid of someone. I only answer the bare minimum and try not to say anything that could start a conversation. The standard "Heyy, what's up?" "Nm, yu?" "Oh, nm." "Cool." convo, ya know? Maybe I was just over-reacting or he was busy or something, but it really hurt me :( .... actaully, turns out he was just busy.... haha.... -sweatdrop-
&&then I was talking to Jessica (gr1o Jessica from the musical... but she quit now -tear- ) and told her everything and she gave me some good advice. And Glen helped me out a bit too..... I still felt so depressed and was talking to Kyle about it and everything.... and zomg he was thisclose to cutting himself the other day! Im like NUUU yu cant do that!! Thankfully he hasnt. Or I'd have to keel him. Or something. ;-; rofl xp But yeaaa, at around midnight I realized I hadn't eaten dinner and so I went downstairs and ate some sarmale (Romanian for cabbage rolls) and then I felt a bit better. Then Jess and I were talking about auras and ghosts and natural phenomenons and stuff... it was pretty spiffy, and she has like this "sixth sense" and she told me she usually sees a turquoise light around me, or else blue/greenish. ^0^ which is the colour I usually get for those type of quizzes on quizilla. That stuff absolultely fasinates me! I really wanna learn more about stuff like that, and astrology and astronomy.... it's all so amazing, I love it. ♥♥ :)
Then I went to sleep around 2ish, I was still a bit upset/confused/distressed and all... but not as badly as before.... and, I do realize Andrew and I have not yet met and therefore cannot be "together" (haha, I must admit I do sorta like Jess from my science class... cute and funny... teehee ^^) but I really do like him, I have no idea what... it's hard to describe... I think I mya even love him.... grrrr.... I wish he went to my school... or lived closer instead of up on the mountain ;-; but yeaa.....
then this morning, I slept till about 11ish. I was tired. DX I went onto neopets and roleplayed... like, I actually got on four out of six of my guilds! InkClan, TwilightClan and DrippingClan... and, a bit of a checkin on Genetics but there was nothing to reply to, lol, so.... But yeaa, Lakeh was on so we roleplay'ed on IC, which we haven't done in forever!! We had Seafoam come out of camp and find Wavefang's body (during a battle against Moonstar's rogues, Wavie got killed and Sea was his mate...) Ripplepaw was by his side (Ripple is Wavie's and Sea's daughter) and then Seafoam collapsed from the shock... it was pretty intense, lmao. Cuz then Thornkit, Ripplepaw's sister, came up and started laughing at his mom grieving for her lost mate. Ripplepaw and Seafoam got pretty mad... Seafoam actually attacked her son o_O;; and had to be dragged away by Featherwing (my meddie cat ^^) lotsa drama, lol. XP And if yu don't read Warriors, a lot of that may have confuzzled yu -giggles-
Then my mommy and my sister and I decided to go to the mall, but it was closed (or, most of the stores were and there was no use going in) so we drove on by and decided to go to the lakeshore for a walk. ^-^ We drove to Oakville, got out and just walked along the lake, and through a bit of downtown for half an hour. XP &&we laughed a ton, it actually hurt to breathe :P Once, my sister stopped in the middle of the street, turned her face up to the sun and said "I'm de-thawing" lmfao. And then she began running back and forth and my mom was like "She'll be colder because the ear's at her wind" or something like that (cant really remember) because she mixed up the words wind and ears, rofl. My mom and I were talking about what we'd do and when we'd move to Edmonton and I told her I doubted I could get in the U of A and she's like, no of course yu can! And I'm like... "Well, I guess I'm smart... No, not smart - intelligent. Not so much intelligent as wise...ish... " haha xp &&there was more stuff, but I can't remember.....
Now, I'm just listening to some music.... talking to Glen, Kyle and Jelena from my Religion class last semester ^^ &sorta pining over Andrew, but... -shrugs- I'unno, something feels off, like... I don't know. Maybe I just need to sleep on it.... -blinkblink-
that reminds me.... no... wait, i forgot it. haha xpp but I really feel like playing Truth, Dare, Double Dare, Promise to Repeat, Kiss and tell, Fire in the Barnyard or the Island Game. We always play it with my friends at school.... The Island Game is killer, but everyone always choses it, for some very obvious reasons.... but then when yu get bad choices, that's not so fun XP Actually, some of the choices you have to make are pretty terrible. traumatizing. horrible. ugly. disgusting. unbearable. dramatic.... take your pick, lmfao :P Usually your friends will give you three guys you all really like, two guys you like and one you don't or three guys you don't like. If you know the rules for The Island Game, you can see how that'd get a bit traumatizing.
Otherwise...that's my exciting Long Weekend xp So amazing, ehh? haha.... anywhoo... thats all for now ^-^;; yes, it really is all. I swear! Okaii, maybe it's not completely all of what happened, but I've been sworn to secrecy. Can't mention it... so, for now....
HAPPY EASTER!!! =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa
So, on Friday Ivy&&i woke up at around 8ish, but both of us didnt realize the other was awake so we didn't do much until 11, when Ivy's mom woke us up. Then we turned on the tv, ate breakkie and went on the comp for a bit ^-^ We listened to moosic (of course!~ :P) and sang along (= then at around 5ish my mommy came to pick us up and we went to the movies. We saw 1o, ooo BC!!! It was AMAZINNNGGGG XP The previews for Superhero Story had me laughing out loud, Ivy and I couldn't stop... we almost busted a gut, lmao.... &&the one line in the movie (1o, ooo BC, that is. not Superhero Story, lmao), with the star, was soo sweet! it went like... "See that star? It does not move across the night sky like all the others. It's light is like my love for you, forever in my heart." Awwhhhh! Isn't that the sweetest line everr?! It so is! ♥♥ :) &&the movie was amazing!! I almost cried 3 times.... when the one guy was sacraficed.... when the other guy was killed :( and then near the end of the movie, when the bad dude, who was dying, shot her with his arrow xp =( we had an amazing time, lmao. xp
thennn.... saturday.... i wasnt doing much, really. I woke up at around 8-9ish and just hung around... went on the computer for a bit, got through a couple quizzes on quizilla. Then my sister and I painted Easter Eggs!! ^-^ So fun! :) And my mommy told us that we're be moving to Edmonton in a few years... YAY!!! Shopping!!! -dances- But Im gunna miss all my friends! -sniffles- Maybes they can move in with us!!! But I told kyle and he said he hates me now :( He doesn't want me to move... Yay! I feel loved -grins-
Hehe, then Ivy dropped by during dinner with her new doggy she just got from the SPCA. Harvey was absolutely adorable!! Winnie didn't like him, obvi... she was acting as if he didn't exist, but at the beginning she was acting as if she were imagining things....We could just see her thinking, "oh shit, gotta cut back on all that catnip!!" lmfao. xp We took a bunch of quizzes on quizilla and we had fun listening to music and all. ^^ But after a couple hours, in which Harvey took a lap leaning against my leg (awhhh ♥♥) Ivy had to leave because it was getting dark out. XP I might be going over to her place again on monday (which is tomorrow. -nodnod- :P)
&&I was talking with Carolyne, we were talking in third person and completely confusing ourselves but it was pretty hilarious XDDDD
But then yesterday night was very traumatic.... so-very traumatizing... -dies- Because Andrew hadn't been talking to me... not really replying when I said heyy... reminds me of what I usually do/how I act when I want to get rid of someone. I only answer the bare minimum and try not to say anything that could start a conversation. The standard "Heyy, what's up?" "Nm, yu?" "Oh, nm." "Cool." convo, ya know? Maybe I was just over-reacting or he was busy or something, but it really hurt me :( .... actaully, turns out he was just busy.... haha.... -sweatdrop-
&&then I was talking to Jessica (gr1o Jessica from the musical... but she quit now -tear- ) and told her everything and she gave me some good advice. And Glen helped me out a bit too..... I still felt so depressed and was talking to Kyle about it and everything.... and zomg he was thisclose to cutting himself the other day! Im like NUUU yu cant do that!! Thankfully he hasnt. Or I'd have to keel him. Or something. ;-; rofl xp But yeaaa, at around midnight I realized I hadn't eaten dinner and so I went downstairs and ate some sarmale (Romanian for cabbage rolls) and then I felt a bit better. Then Jess and I were talking about auras and ghosts and natural phenomenons and stuff... it was pretty spiffy, and she has like this "sixth sense" and she told me she usually sees a turquoise light around me, or else blue/greenish. ^0^ which is the colour I usually get for those type of quizzes on quizilla. That stuff absolultely fasinates me! I really wanna learn more about stuff like that, and astrology and astronomy.... it's all so amazing, I love it. ♥♥ :)
Then I went to sleep around 2ish, I was still a bit upset/confused/distressed and all... but not as badly as before.... and, I do realize Andrew and I have not yet met and therefore cannot be "together" (haha, I must admit I do sorta like Jess from my science class... cute and funny... teehee ^^) but I really do like him, I have no idea what... it's hard to describe... I think I mya even love him.... grrrr.... I wish he went to my school... or lived closer instead of up on the mountain ;-; but yeaa.....
then this morning, I slept till about 11ish. I was tired. DX I went onto neopets and roleplayed... like, I actually got on four out of six of my guilds! InkClan, TwilightClan and DrippingClan... and, a bit of a checkin on Genetics but there was nothing to reply to, lol, so.... But yeaa, Lakeh was on so we roleplay'ed on IC, which we haven't done in forever!! We had Seafoam come out of camp and find Wavefang's body (during a battle against Moonstar's rogues, Wavie got killed and Sea was his mate...) Ripplepaw was by his side (Ripple is Wavie's and Sea's daughter) and then Seafoam collapsed from the shock... it was pretty intense, lmao. Cuz then Thornkit, Ripplepaw's sister, came up and started laughing at his mom grieving for her lost mate. Ripplepaw and Seafoam got pretty mad... Seafoam actually attacked her son o_O;; and had to be dragged away by Featherwing (my meddie cat ^^) lotsa drama, lol. XP And if yu don't read Warriors, a lot of that may have confuzzled yu -giggles-
Then my mommy and my sister and I decided to go to the mall, but it was closed (or, most of the stores were and there was no use going in) so we drove on by and decided to go to the lakeshore for a walk. ^-^ We drove to Oakville, got out and just walked along the lake, and through a bit of downtown for half an hour. XP &&we laughed a ton, it actually hurt to breathe :P Once, my sister stopped in the middle of the street, turned her face up to the sun and said "I'm de-thawing" lmfao. And then she began running back and forth and my mom was like "She'll be colder because the ear's at her wind" or something like that (cant really remember) because she mixed up the words wind and ears, rofl. My mom and I were talking about what we'd do and when we'd move to Edmonton and I told her I doubted I could get in the U of A and she's like, no of course yu can! And I'm like... "Well, I guess I'm smart... No, not smart - intelligent. Not so much intelligent as wise...ish... " haha xp &&there was more stuff, but I can't remember.....
Now, I'm just listening to some music.... talking to Glen, Kyle and Jelena from my Religion class last semester ^^ &sorta pining over Andrew, but... -shrugs- I'unno, something feels off, like... I don't know. Maybe I just need to sleep on it.... -blinkblink-
that reminds me.... no... wait, i forgot it. haha xpp but I really feel like playing Truth, Dare, Double Dare, Promise to Repeat, Kiss and tell, Fire in the Barnyard or the Island Game. We always play it with my friends at school.... The Island Game is killer, but everyone always choses it, for some very obvious reasons.... but then when yu get bad choices, that's not so fun XP Actually, some of the choices you have to make are pretty terrible. traumatizing. horrible. ugly. disgusting. unbearable. dramatic.... take your pick, lmfao :P Usually your friends will give you three guys you all really like, two guys you like and one you don't or three guys you don't like. If you know the rules for The Island Game, you can see how that'd get a bit traumatizing.
Otherwise...that's my exciting Long Weekend xp So amazing, ehh? haha.... anywhoo... thats all for now ^-^;; yes, it really is all. I swear! Okaii, maybe it's not completely all of what happened, but I've been sworn to secrecy. Can't mention it... so, for now....
HAPPY EASTER!!! =)
xoxo ♥♥ ciao!~ Risa
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